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yuuri can't manage to keep his head above water at university. just as his eating and anxiety threaten to end his career before it's hardly begun, his coach takes notice and introduces yuuri to phichit chulanont, sunshine embodied.
written for yoi angst week 2021 day one - pressure
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i could write a book about the things that you said to me on the pillow by elicul
Fandoms: Shameless (US)
05 Apr 2020
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Sure, Ian's heard talk of "the queer community," but it had never really been his bag. He fucked who he liked and minded his business so long as everyone else minded theirs. Someone in his bed and a stay-in-your-lane attitude had gotten him this far. He didn't need anything more than that.
Trevor, of course, is more than that.
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When they’d first met, Trevor had made a toast, “to guys who like to be watched.”
I like to be watched.
Then this one’s for you, baby.
And, god, tonight had been so full of “baby”’s. Trevor couldn’t stop, his eyes undressed Ian all night, words complimentary, hands constantly roving.
He’s gorgeous.Series
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Jake goes through the people he loves, one by one, and tells them the truth about how he's been doing.
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It’s Amy who suggests he tell his friends. “You have all these people who love you,” she tells him one night when she’s not sure if he’s awake or not. "Broaden your support network, feel more connected to your own life, you know? Stop isolating.""You've been reading too many wikipedia articles."
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- Part 4 of it ends or it doesn't
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Jake deals with his first depressive episode as a teenager. And "deals with" is used loosely.
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“That’s a trick.”
He’s been in therapy once before and he doesn’t get the point. All it did, the last time, was make the two people he loves most in the world start fighting. They only went to three sessions, all as a family, and it was some of the last days Jake was able to use those words to describe the three of them.
“It’s not a trick, Jacob."Series
- Part 3 of it ends or it doesn't
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Jake realizes it's not fair, anymore. The secrets he's kept from his wife. He loves her, and that's half the reason he hasn't told her. But he's going to try to be honest.
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The problem is, Amy doesn't know about any of this. "The past is in the past" had been his thinking, until his thinking turned and now all Jake wants to do is curl up in a ball and wait to die.
So he tells his therapist. Who tells him to tell Amy.Series
- Part 2 of it ends or it doesn't
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Ian thought, once they ironed out the details of the non-factors and the pronouns and queer politics he never knew he didn't know, that his relationship with Trevor would hit its stride. The more time they spend together, the more he thinks he could grow to love Trevor, could have the life with him that Mickey was never able to promise.
They're good for each other. It's gonna work.
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He doesn’t know how he feels about any of this. What to do with Trevor’s secrets, with his own. It all feels like he can’t win for losing. This relationship would be going so perfectly, if it stopped being so fucked up and complicated for five goddamn seconds.- Words:
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There are times when Jake has felt very alone, but if there's one thing he's learned in his time as a detective, it's that the 99 is his home. His family.
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1985. Four years after the death of his friends, Remus decides to break out of the pattern of his post-war life and try living among Muggles. In a sleepy town in southern England and the bustling city of London, he tries to build a new life for himself, piece by piece. The more he sees of the Muggle world, the more Remus wonders if that structure is as stable as he would like to think it is.
“The Survivor” is set in Thatcherite Britain, in the wake of the Falklands War and the onset of the British AIDS epidemic. It explores themes of disease, stigma, war trauma and grief, reflecting both on the historical context of the 1980s and Rowling’s characterisation of Remus Lupin.
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it's a summer day, and i want to be wanted by jublis
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
30 Jun 2020
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The rumors start around two months after Zuko’s coronation.
It was only a matter of time before they did, anyways. Zuko is aware of the — unusual situation he’s found himself in, and maybe it’s just a sign that he’s been spending too much time with Sokka, but he finds the entire thing hilarious. So, instead of explaining things and trying to settle down the gossip, he just...doesn’t. He watches the second glances he receives from government officials and generals, and eavesdrops the conversations between servants as they move around the palace, and, as Sokka would put it, “enables it all like a Chaos god watching us all from his golden throne.”
Or, Zuko and Sokka are together. Suki and Sokka are also together, and apparently, that confuses everyone else.Series
- Part 3 of heirloom
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Theo folds and unfolds the old postcard from Boris. GREETINGS FROM KANSAS! it reads, same as it always has, but now it just feels like a taunt.
Ten years after Amsterdam, Theo and Boris find themselves, and each other, in the most unlikely of places.
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04 Jun 2021
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what goes around (comes around) by agni_kai
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005)
15 Mar 2021
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Sokka's always had more soulpains than anyone else he's known, and all he can do is hope the war ends soon.
"Things may well get worse for you both before they get better," Aunt Wu continues. "But your soulmate is coming closer, is chasing your fate together, and will find you soon enough."
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- Part 1 of wga(ca) soulmate-verse
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Remus walked past him to the tiny kitchen and he breathed in slowly because Remus still smelled the same, of old clothes and vanilla – which probably meant tea – and a bit of salt – which probably meant the sea. Back then, he had wanted to kiss Remus so badly.