emiliao
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- RWBY (2)
- Dream SMP (2)
- Squid Game (TV 2021) (2)
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In-ho’s mission is simple: blend in, gather intel, and get out.
The only problem is that his target is less of a strategic liability and more of a lovable idiot that he’s accidentally starting to fall for.───────
OR; an office AU where Seong Gi-hun is the ridiculously kind CEO and Hwang In-ho is the new intern (corporate spy) sent to destroy his company. Things get complicated fast.
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Gi-Hun loved ice skating too much to let age, nightmares, or trauma take it away from him again.
He attempts a jump, then another, each one slightly better than the last as his body remembers - the timing, the technique, the way to get momentum.
He's so absorbed in the joy of movement, so lost in it, that he doesn't notice the eyes watching him from beyond the boards.
And when he does finally notice, when he turns mid-glide and finds himself staring into a gaze of such unsettling intensity that it seems to see straight through him… the shock makes him stumble and fall flat on his ass.
...fuck.
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or; an AU where Gi-Hun used to be a figure skater when he was a teen, starts recovering and living properly again after S1 instead of pursuing the games, and receives the audience of a mysterious man because apparently he looks... graceful??
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Yoongi doesn’t even really want to die. He doesn't crave oblivion for its own sake. He just wants to stop feeling like this. This constant, gnawing numbness punctuated by sharp stabs of anxiety and self-disgust.
He wants his hands to stop shaking, wants to be able to hold a pen, play piano, grip a microphone without this humiliating tremor betraying him. He wants to not hate himself, wants to look in the mirror and not flinch. He wants to make better music, music that matters, music that people might actually find comfort or strength in. He wants, desperately, overwhelmingly, to have a different life entirely. He wants, wants, wants.OR; Five times Yoongi thought about killing himself, and one time he was grateful he never did.
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Parrot circles a random, scribbled note about a supposed connection to a weird portal in the nether. It’s the fifth time he’s looked at this note and the fifth time it leads to nothing. He knows it’s likely a wild goose chase, just like the other thirty leads he’s fruitlessly followed in the past week. But still, the thought of finding something, ANYTHING, keeps him going. The alternative is sinking, drowning in the grief he refuses to acknowledge.
Better to chase a ghost than face the reality that the only person he ever really cared about is gone. Because of him.
or; Parrot and his refusal to grieve, and Spoke and his attempt to reconnect with the guy who lost everything.
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I'd like to be proud of this anger (But somehow I'm ashamed) by bluu5 (emiliao)
Fandoms: RWBY
06 Apr 2023
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Ruby is drowning, she thinks. Here at the edge of another place left destroyed, trying to take in air and failing, even as the quiet before the storm invades her senses. She knows how to swim. At least, she thinks she does. But something about this ocean, this water around her darker than ink; it freezes her to the very core, turns the burning blood in her veins to ice. She knows these waters well, has fought them back before. She has swallowed enough sea to know that, dark and aqueous as it may be, this is no ordinary ocean.
This is her anger.
Large and unforgiving, deeper than canyons and all-consuming.
(or; a bit of a character study of Ruby's breakdown in V9C7)