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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Being brave doesn’t mean you aren’t scared. It is in spite of these feelings that you still try to stay true to yourself, no matter how scared you are to crack open your soul and open up old wounds for someone else to see, revealing the deepest parts of yourself that you’ve kept hidden from the world to avoid feeling pain, yet all you want is to release that same pain that’s been holding you back from breathing properly.

    With arms wrapped tightly around each other, in their tear-stained shirts, enveloped by their multiple layers of blankets, Sieun breathes in deep, and breathes out long, thinks—

    I don’t want to die, I just want to live.

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    17 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 75

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    “I’d like you to write letters,” she said. “To anyone you’d like. Someone you miss, someone you’re angry with, even yourself. You don’t have to send them. Just… write what you’d want to say if you could.”

    Or, Suho’s therapist tells him to start writing letters.
    And some things, once read, can’t be taken back.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “You waited for me?” Sieun gasped, feeling small all of a sudden in his suit and expensive shoes.

    Sieun hissed before Suho’s hand gently grabbed him by the jaw, tilting his head up so they’d lock eyes. His touch was cold on Sieun’s cheeks.

    Fury and sorrow trembled at the corners of Suho’s mouth. “Don’t come here,” he said with glassy eyes. “I’m being serious, Sieun-ah. I can’t do this.”

    Sieun didn’t flinch under Suho’s grip. Instead, his eyes held Suho’s with steady defiance, his voice unwavering.

    Or Sieun moves back to Seoul after a decade of radio silence, finding his way to Suho again on a rainy afternoon. This time, Sieun stays.

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    23 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    The last time Sieun saw Ahn Suho, he was lying unconscious in a hospital bed, connected to machines that prolonged his breaths.
    Now he was standing in front of him. Very much alive. Breathing. Moving.
    Looking right at Sieun with not a flicker of recognition.

    Oh.

     

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    Ahn Suho reappeared in Sieun’s life after eight long years, with no memory of him.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Zhang Hao found himself wanting a lot these days. He wanted to be near Hanbin every moment of the day. He wanted to touch Hanbin whenever he was close. He wanted to glance at Hanbin secretly when he wasn't looking and smile at him when he caught Hanbin doing the same. He wanted for the first time.

    The spring of 1958, Zhang Hao leaves everything he has ever known. Chasing his dreams on his own, he finds himself renting a room from a humble shop owner, Sung Hanbin, and his young daughter.

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    10 Dec 2025