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Touch me, make me feel like I am breathing by natasinim
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
23 Apr 2025
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“Yoshiki?”
“Hm?”
“...You liked Hikaru, didn't you?”
His body stilled. As warm as the night was, the bedsheets were suddenly unbearably cold. “...Yeah, of course. He was my best frien-”
“No, like. You liked liked him. Like, uh. Like the Yasaburou heir.”
Yoshiki was silent. I’m not sick. Or at least that's what he wanted to believe. He had the impression there were a million eyes staring at him from out the window, and another million eyes sprouting from the walls, a watermelon made only of seeds.
“Did he like you back?”
Bookmarked by enne47474
25 Aug 2025
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It would only be a matter of time before Langa noticed he was acting weird and confronted him about it. What was Reki supposed to do then? What could he say that would make sense? More sense than "yeah, sorry, man, I might have fallen a teeny-tiny bit in love with you"?
He froze. In love? No, no, nonono, that couldn’t be it. Admiration, friendship, and well, some type of crush, maybe, since Langa was so talented, and cool and always knew exactly what to say to make Reki feel all warm inside, but in love? A sequence from the video flowed into Reki’s mind; when Langa had started smiling, the pink evening light coloring his hair purple, and how his eyes had glittered, the way they always did when something made him truly happy or excited... Reki whimpered into his hands and squirmed, folding in on himself on the bed.
Damn it, damn it, damn it, DAMN IT.
He was so fucking screwed.
(Or in which Reki finds himself in a most surprising situation; on a paradise island with all his friends - travel and accommodation paid in full by his least favorite person. At least the man in question isn't with them. The holiday is challenging enough as Reki tries to figure out his confusing feelings for Langa.)
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- Part 1 of Paradise Lost (and Found)
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Bookmarked by enne47474
13 Apr 2025
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Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.
(yet another practice kissing au)
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Bookmarked by enne47474
13 Apr 2025
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Till considered himself an average teenager. So what if his dad declared him a failure, his teachers labeled him "a handful," and his sparse friends called him... well, "an acquired taste"? Till floated through life wholly unconcerned by anyone else's opinion.
Until, one bizarre morning, everything changed.
Waking up, Till discovered vibrant, digital-looking numbers hovering like halos above everyone's heads. Disorienting? Absolutely. But the real shocker was the number crowning Ivan—his infuriatingly perfect frenemy.
It shimmered an impossible 100%. And it was...pink?
What were these numbers? Why was he cursed (or blessed?) with seeing them? And seriously—why was Ivan's at maximum capacity?!
. ⁺ . . ⁺ .
Ivan, meanwhile, was fascinated. Why was the boy he'd quietly watched for years suddenly avoiding his gaze?
And was Till actually... blushing?
Not that Ivan was complaining, of course.
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Or: The one where Till suddenly became aware of everyone’s affections—including his own.
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Bookmarked by enne47474
13 Apr 2025
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Determined to prove Ivan doesn’t have feelings for him to win a stupid bet, Till embarks on a mission to repel Ivan in every possible way.
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Bookmarked by enne47474
13 Apr 2025

