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The Hope Anomaly by esking
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types, The Maze Runner (Movies)
04 May 2018
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They sat in silence in the dark, letting the weight of these words sink in. They were facing almost a lifetime without Newt. For so long, every day had been a fight to survive. Thomas had never stopped to think about aging in the grand sense, of being as old as Vince or Jorge one day. And Newt would never see any of it. He couldn’t stop thinking about those thirty seconds. If he could have just held Newt off for another thirty seconds, held onto him until Minho had come back with the serum…
Can't change the shucking past...
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The Song of Forgetting by esking
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables - Victor Hugo
29 Apr 2013
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Courfeyrac jokingly called it verbal dyslexia. That's all it was: a joke.
When Grantaire looked at him, his eyes were confused. "But I thought…" he shook his head. "Wrong again, wrong. Why can't I remember?"
"What did you think?"
"I thought…" Grantaire was still frowning. "I think…you don't like me. I think."
Enjolras forced himself to smile, and made his decision, a decision he knew he would have to live with indefinitely.
"I love you, Grantaire," he said firmly. "Don't you remember?"
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‘Anakin was like my brother,’ he admitted, a little sadly. ‘Cody was… different.’
‘And they’re both gone. Anakin and Cody are gone,’ Luke whispered, a wisp of sorrow and a wisp of hope intermingling in the Force. Ben hated that he had to be the one to kill the hope.
‘Yes, darling. They’re both gone,’ Ben whispered, running a callused hand through Luke’s soft hair. ‘But they both live on in our memories and in the Force.’
‘What was he like then? Tell me about him so he can live in my memory too.'
Or, Luke's Uncle Ben goes missing and a mercenary who shines like the sun helps find him.
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19 Feb 2026
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Sincerity by headbuttingbears
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
17 Mar 2025
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"All I'm saying is he probably needs some space," Bode said. "You didn't see what happened up there. He's probably just… processing it." "You say that like you saw whatever he saw, and I know you didn't," Greez said, too worried to really stick the landing on irritated. Then he continued, quieter, "No one does." | After the final confrontation with Dagan Gera, Bode decides to check in on Cal. As usual, things escalate quickly.
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29 Jan 2026
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Blue Skies Over Bad Lands by sparepage
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
28 Apr 2024
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Bode looks up and Cal’s gaze snags his immediately, drawing him in. The rebel Jedi is a remarkable combination of wariness and vulnerability, like no matter how hard Cal tries to steel himself against the pain, his grief and longing and love are too strong, too pure to be contained. They shine through the cracks like a ray of blazing light.
(Or: Bode and Cal fall in love. It complicates things.)
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30 Jan 2026
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luminosity by thatsproblematicdarling
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Nov 2025
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Cal pulls back and touches his face, feels Bode’s cheek flex with a muscle in his jaw. There’s no warmth under his fingertips— he feels something solid there, but it’s not what he should feel like, lacking somehow, it’s not—
“You’re not real,” he cries.
“I’m not alive,” the hallucination corrects him, as if that’s not the same damn thing. The sky above them is nearly black with how many stars have gone out, only the deepest blood red hue of the nebula remaining. Bode’s glow looks so much brighter like this— brighter than an echo. “There’s a difference. You know that.”
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27 Jan 2026
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Now is the time to survive by blueskyatnight
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Jan 2025
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Cal and Bode flee but the Empire has them both pinned. And panic makes even the best person do stupid things in the face of desperate odds.
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23 Jan 2026