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‘Anakin was like my brother,’ he admitted, a little sadly. ‘Cody was… different.’
‘And they’re both gone. Anakin and Cody are gone,’ Luke whispered, a wisp of sorrow and a wisp of hope intermingling in the Force. Ben hated that he had to be the one to kill the hope.
‘Yes, darling. They’re both gone,’ Ben whispered, running a callused hand through Luke’s soft hair. ‘But they both live on in our memories and in the Force.’
‘What was he like then? Tell me about him so he can live in my memory too.'
Or, Luke's Uncle Ben goes missing and a mercenary who shines like the sun helps find him.
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19 Feb 2026
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Sincerity by headbuttingbears
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
17 Mar 2025
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"All I'm saying is he probably needs some space," Bode said. "You didn't see what happened up there. He's probably just… processing it." "You say that like you saw whatever he saw, and I know you didn't," Greez said, too worried to really stick the landing on irritated. Then he continued, quieter, "No one does." | After the final confrontation with Dagan Gera, Bode decides to check in on Cal. As usual, things escalate quickly.
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29 Jan 2026
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Blue Skies Over Bad Lands by sparepage
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
28 Apr 2024
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Bode looks up and Cal’s gaze snags his immediately, drawing him in. The rebel Jedi is a remarkable combination of wariness and vulnerability, like no matter how hard Cal tries to steel himself against the pain, his grief and longing and love are too strong, too pure to be contained. They shine through the cracks like a ray of blazing light.
(Or: Bode and Cal fall in love. It complicates things.)
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30 Jan 2026
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luminosity by thatsproblematicdarling
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Nov 2025
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Cal pulls back and touches his face, feels Bode’s cheek flex with a muscle in his jaw. There’s no warmth under his fingertips— he feels something solid there, but it’s not what he should feel like, lacking somehow, it’s not—
“You’re not real,” he cries.
“I’m not alive,” the hallucination corrects him, as if that’s not the same damn thing. The sky above them is nearly black with how many stars have gone out, only the deepest blood red hue of the nebula remaining. Bode’s glow looks so much brighter like this— brighter than an echo. “There’s a difference. You know that.”
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27 Jan 2026
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Now is the time to survive by blueskyatnight
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Jan 2025
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Cal and Bode flee but the Empire has them both pinned. And panic makes even the best person do stupid things in the face of desperate odds.
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23 Jan 2026
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takeaway by blazeofglory
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
05 May 2025
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“Kid, if you lay a hand on my ship—”
“I’m not here to scrap it,” Cal interrupts. “I heard you say you need someone to fix it. I’m someone.”
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Bode has to land his ship on Bracca for emergency repairs. Luckily, 17-year-old Cal is there to help.
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23 Jan 2026
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Don't Wanna Set the World on Fire by jesuisfarouche
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
10 Nov 2014
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Twenty-six years he’s been giving death a strong middle finger.
Grantaire didn't ask to get tangled up in an extremist group set on wiping out the sorry excuse for a government with fire and bombs and bullets. But when you're on your own as a gun-for-hire in a world post-apocalypse, sometimes these things just sort of happen.
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04 Nov 2025
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daylily by thatsproblematicdarling
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
30 Oct 2025
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In Bode's experience, getting recalled mid-mission to the Temple by the Council usually means something really, really bad is about to happen. Getting recalled with a vague, yet urgent missive from some crèche Master he's unfamiliar with instead is... a new experience.
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- Part 1 of stay for awhile
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03 Nov 2025
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It's late, late at night after the Jedha campfire when Cal comes to Bode's room for a quicky.
Unbeknownst to Cal, Bode is already mourning the end of their relationship. He, after all, has already made that damning call.
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04 Sep 2025
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Trophy by froideur_laranja
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars: Obi-Wan Kenobi (TV)
23 Aug 2025
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Trilla tells Vader that Cal has Psychometry before he cuts her down
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27 Aug 2025
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An AU re-take of The Honorable Ones. Longtime mercenary duo Kallus and Zeb assist the Ghost crew with a mission that goes wrong, leaving the two stranded on a freezing moon with a dire injury to deal with and predators prowling the darkness. In the course of escaping, Kallus explains how he came to leave the Empire - and Zeb finally says how he feels, which Kal might finally be ready to hear.
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- Part 3 of Cold Love
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21 Aug 2025
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give it one more day by blazeofglory for MaenadMania
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
07 Aug 2025
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Five years after the night Bode paid to spend with Cal on Bracca, they meet once more for the mission on Coruscant.
The weight of that first meeting changes everything.
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- Part 2 of feel you there
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15 Aug 2025
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not made in your likeness by algephile
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
28 Jun 2025
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Every few months Boba Fett puts into Koboh with three rotations’ notice, a bounty puck for some lowlife below his reputation, and an offer to split the reward. Cal takes him up every single time.
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08 Jul 2025
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I Lay Down My Life For You by SilverSpiral
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Apr 2025
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Day 22: Sacrifice, for chaos-company’s 2025 Angstpril event.
The previous fic is Cal and Merrin being genre-savvy enough to notice that they're in what would be anyone else's bad ending. Unfortunately, 'the bad ending' for Jedi Survivor is much, much more painful, and it comes with keeping oaths, lightsaber sparring, near-broken knees, and a missing-assumed-dead Jedi Knight.
Cal nodded and stepped closer to her, holding out one hand in a gesture Merrin had recently learned was a handshake.
“Let’s just swear that if it comes to it…” He paused, then shrugged. “We’re the ones to do it. No one else suffers, no one else feels guilty. Not Cere, or Greez, or anyone else who knows you or me. No one carries it but us.”
Merrin met his eyes. They were alight with quiet determination, the kind she’d seen when he destroyed the holocron.
She gripped his hand in hers, warm in the gentle sun of Bogano, and shook it once.
“No one but us. I swear it.”
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- Part 2 of Chaos Company's Angstpril 2025
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27 Apr 2025
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lay you down (like one, two, three) by blazeofglory
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types
18 Apr 2025
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“No, I don’t have the patience to take you to bed,” Bode says with a grin, already reaching under the poncho to open up Cal’s belt. “How about I take you right here?”
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The pink poncho stays on during sex.
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20 Apr 2025
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Secret Moments by Crimson_Crystal
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
02 Oct 2023
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The times Cal and Bode were engaged in less innocent activities.
companion piece/sequel/extension of Innocent Activities
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04 Apr 2025
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Knight Errant by GrandNinjaMasterRen
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order (Video Game)
14 Apr 2020
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Life is cruel and unforgiving. Jaro Tapal lives... at a terrible cost.
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27 Mar 2025
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Love, Lost by Cedrys
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
03 Nov 2024
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‘What do you want to do? After the war?’ Obi-Wan was laying with his head on Cody’s chest, running his fingers up and down the muscular torso. He looked up, although from his position he could only see the edge of the man’s jaw.
They were in another seedy hotel where they would be forgotten as soon as they picked up the card, tangled in a naked, boneless heap.
‘We were not designed for “after the war”, Obi-Wan,’ Cody whispered, calloused fingers dragging through Obi-Wan’s sweaty hair and scratching his scalp.
‘But there must be something you want to do…’ he muttered.
It was naive to think about after the war when the probability of both of them surviving was so low, but he caught himself doing so more and more often those days.
He had started to… Hope.
And he realised that that hope was not tied to the Jedi Order at all. It was tied to this quiet, hard-working man. A man who would sacrifice everything for the Republic and for his brothers.
‘It doesn’t matter what I want,’ Cody said.
‘It matters to me,’ Obi-Wan insisted.
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The Codywan prequel.
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- Part 2 of Ade cuyir te vencuyot AU
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13 Mar 2025
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Unruhe by Pixelfun20
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
26 Mar 2024
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And everything continued on as normal. It unsettled Jaro Tapal deep in his core, in that manner of speaking that was more due to the Force than any instincts of his own. It set him on edge. He felt almost like he was a dead man walking, like he was missing something vitally important, and he had no way of figuring out why.
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The Albedo Brave’s communication systems are down when Order 66 comes out. The Force has no such failings. Jaro Tapal knows that something is wrong—the question is what.
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12 Mar 2025
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the shadow of the mountain by triptocaine
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
06 Jan 2025
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He's hungry.
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04 Mar 2025