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    Shane needs to give Ilya something if he wants him to stay. It’s the only way he could also keep Ilya to be with him.

    “What if I let you continue?” Shane says after a while, suddenly glad to be facing away from Ilya.

    “Continue what?”

    “Uh, continue jerking off,” Shane stammers out, gripping his pillow tightly to suppress his embarrassment. “You’re still hard, right?”

    Ilya stays silent.

    “Don’t offer me things you are going to regret, Shane.” Ilya warns him, but the breathlessness in his tone betrays him. “That would be cruel. To me and to yourself,”

    “I won’t regret anything,” Shane promises. “It’s.. the least I could do,”

    Shane does the craziest thing before he can talk himself out of it; he shoves the blanket down his body, exposing himself once again, then subtly shifts and arches his back so that his ass juts out. “Please?”

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    Shane decides he wants to be a virgin again and his husband obliges.

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    02 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Hayden seemed happy. Not that he’s not a happy person, but Ilya had seen the change in him over the past couple years. Ever since Shane left the Metros, he’s noticed how battered and weary Hayden started appearing. The light in his eyes was dimming and his acting skills only improved.
    Tonight was a stark difference from the exhausted man Ilya had come to know and care for. He was happier, he chirped and was nice to Ilya. And all of it made him queasy. It felt very much like Hayden knew something the rest of them didn’t.

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    Ever since Shane’s departure from Montreal, Hayden Pike has become the team’s punching bag. Hayden is exhausted and decides that enough is enough. He makes a plan to end it all, but is stopped by Ilya Rozanov.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”

    Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.

    “…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.

    “Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”

    Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.

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    31 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Ilya rushed to his daughter’s school when a parent of a classmate commits suicide. Emotional healing and deep father-daughter talks ensue.

    This one’s sad, but happy ending, I swear.

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    30 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.

    Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.

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    30 Aug 2026