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    Shane needs to give Ilya something if he wants him to stay. It’s the only way he could also keep Ilya to be with him.

    “What if I let you continue?” Shane says after a while, suddenly glad to be facing away from Ilya.

    “Continue what?”

    “Uh, continue jerking off,” Shane stammers out, gripping his pillow tightly to suppress his embarrassment. “You’re still hard, right?”

    Ilya stays silent.

    “Don’t offer me things you are going to regret, Shane.” Ilya warns him, but the breathlessness in his tone betrays him. “That would be cruel. To me and to yourself,”

    “I won’t regret anything,” Shane promises. “It’s.. the least I could do,”

    Shane does the craziest thing before he can talk himself out of it; he shoves the blanket down his body, exposing himself once again, then subtly shifts and arches his back so that his ass juts out. “Please?”

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    Shane decides he wants to be a virgin again and his husband obliges.

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    02 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Hayden seemed happy. Not that he’s not a happy person, but Ilya had seen the change in him over the past couple years. Ever since Shane left the Metros, he’s noticed how battered and weary Hayden started appearing. The light in his eyes was dimming and his acting skills only improved.
    Tonight was a stark difference from the exhausted man Ilya had come to know and care for. He was happier, he chirped and was nice to Ilya. And all of it made him queasy. It felt very much like Hayden knew something the rest of them didn’t.

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    Ever since Shane’s departure from Montreal, Hayden Pike has become the team’s punching bag. Hayden is exhausted and decides that enough is enough. He makes a plan to end it all, but is stopped by Ilya Rozanov.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya murmured gently. “Bath is ready.”

    Shane cracked his eyes open, staring dumbly at the burly Russian hovering over him where he was still laying in bed.

    “…bath?” He croaked, voice raspy with disuse.

    “Mm. I ran you a bath. It will make you feel better before you go to sleep tonight. Will help with your sore muscles.”

    Shane asks Ilya to fuck him gently during one of their regular hookups, badly bruised from their game. Ilya runs him a bath afterwards, and they fall secretly and desperately in love that way, through whispered confessions and late night conversations while Shane soaks, and Ilya quietly observes him.

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    31 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Ilya rushed to his daughter’s school when a parent of a classmate commits suicide. Emotional healing and deep father-daughter talks ensue.

    This one’s sad, but happy ending, I swear.

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    30 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.

    Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “Such a good boy,” Ilya says suddenly.

    He’s surprised. Ilya likes to taunt him in bed the same way he taunts Shane on the ice; by being cocky, mean, and a little bit cruel. He enjoys getting a rise out of Shane while Shane likes to pretend to be annoyed by it. It’s a thing they do.

    This is not their thing.

    Or, Shane finds it difficult to ask for what he wants. Ilya has no problems understanding him anyway.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander dies on a Friday.

    Ilya knows this because he’s seen it too many times to name—a newspaper slipping from his hands, a headline he can’t make himself read, can’t make himself look at, because if he does, Shane is gone, the world no longer holds him, he is no longer his. Though the hardest part, Ilya learns, isn’t watching Shane leave. It’s waking up and loving him anyway while Friday waits for him in dreamscape.

    or: on the last night of their honeymoon, ilya begins dreaming of losing the man he loves, and only the sound of shane’s heartbeat can ever truly wake him up.

    ** I SWEAR I SWEAR THIS IS NOTTTTT MCD**

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Shane realized that most of Ilya’s posts were, in weird cryptic ways, about Shane. His entire account was like a secret diary of their relationship, full of inside jokes and little references that only Shane would understand.

    or: hollanov through the years, as told through ilya’s instagram posts

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    28 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 68

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    27 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    They don’t usually talk much during this part; the room instead filled with their heavy breathing, the slick sound of lube, the crinkle of a condom wrapper, and skin slapping against skin.

    Ilya enters him much faster than how he opened him, burying himself quickly, knowing that’s how Shane wants it, how he needs it. Because Ilya was right; he does know what Shane needs. It’s like a sixth sense. It makes Shane feel crazy that someone like Ilya can understand him so intimately, so deeply, without really even knowing him. Sometimes it makes him a little sick to think about even, to think about how badly he wants Ilya to know him, and how scared of that he is, so he usually avoids it.

    He’s taken out of his head by Ilya, who likely could tell he was in it. He pointedly does not think about it.

     

    Or: Shane has some feelings during sex. When Ilya accidentally falls asleep afterwards, Shane doesn't wake him up so they can have some more time together for once. It really doesn't have to mean anything, honestly.

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    27 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    Snpashots of Ilya's depression, can all be read independent of one another

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    26 Aug 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.

    Shane is on board.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    In a room full of Centaurs teammates and WAGS, Ilya Rozanov first learns the term 'baby fever'.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    He rubs his palms over his thighs, the rough denim working to soothe the static under his skin. The pressure is still building, vibrating muscle and bone and threatening to tear its way out.

    He’s not stupid, he knows the signs he’s reaching a breaking point, knows what happens if he pushes it. He felt it and chose to stay anyway. It’s happened before, it will happen again.

    But why? Why can’t he be fucking normal?

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Once upon a time, Ilya had put a pretty girl in the passenger seat of his Porsche and fingered her while he pushed 120 down the interstate. He’d kissed drunk boys in seedy European clubs. He’d been impossibly hot, impossibly cool.

    Moreover, he was impossibly ill-prepared for the dizzying experience of being Shane Hollander’s boyfriend. Because Shane was turning out to be a really good boyfriend, the kind that quietly handled expensive restaurant checks, the kind that made soup when he was sick and held open his coat for him.

    Ilya basically had no choice but to get hard about it.

    Or: a 5+1 of Ilya versus Shane’s boyfriendisms, told over the years.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    27 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 91

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    The Hollanders visit David's family for his mother's 100th birthday. It goes about as well as you'd expect.

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    And now was time for a sacred Hollander family (well, really Shane and Yuna) tradition: the debrief.

    “So, how was that for your first Hollander family function?” Yuna asked Ilya.

    He shrugged. “I can see why you do not visit often.”

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Being a professional athlete in a contact sport is an exercise in enduring pain. Sometimes you get benched for three weeks because you have a broken cheekbone after you get hit in the face with a slap shot. Sometimes you play through a strained quad, a bruised shoulder, a mild fever. Most times, it’s just the constant, unending soreness that comes with pushing your body to its limit every single day. Every athlete had an injury they hated most, though, one that’s particularly painful or recurrent or just annoying. 

    Ilya fucking hated injuring his ribs. There is almost nothing you can do with your body that doesn't involve moving your torso, and the pain is deep, throbbing, and gets just a tiny bit worse every time you breathe. Sitting up hurts, lying down hurts, walking hurts, and worst of all, coughing fucking hurts.

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    Ilya is sick and injured in the off-season. Luckily, Shane loves him so very much and is there to take care of him.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “Well, I guess you got what you wanted from me already,” Hollander continued. “Whatever. Fuck you.”

    “Wait, no, Hollander.” Ilya turned, throwing an arm into Hollander’s path. “That’s not—”

    “No, it’s fine. Stupid of me to expect anything else.” Hollander shook his head, gaze downcast, the barest hint of angry pink tinging his freckled cheeks. “Thanks for making it good, at least.”

    It. His first time.

    Ilya was the worst sort of asshole.

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    In Sochi, Shane isn’t shy about calling out Ilya for ghosting after getting what he wanted. Once they’re safely away from Russia, Ilya forces himself to be honest with Shane about what that first time meant.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Cliff Marleau suddenly materialises at the table next to Ilya. The girl he was with before is still on the floor, now dancing with some other girls, probably the friends she came here with. “You’re actually here?” He asks, disbelieving.

    “Hello, Ilya. How are you, Ilya. It’s so nice to see you, Ilya.” Ilya responds, sarcasm dripping off every word, sliding his phone back into his pocket.

    “Yeah, yeah, sure. But like, you’re here.” Marleau dismisses him with a wave of his hand, leaning over him to reach for one of the beers. “Thought for sure you’d be with Jane, man.”

    In Ilya’s ear, Shane moans, all drawn out and breathy. “Fuck, Ilya.”

    Ilya smirks at Marleau. “Jane is busy at the moment, Marly.”

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    Ilya is out celebrating a win and he keeps coming up with reasons to stay later and later. The team finds this unusual cause he’d usually be racing to leave to meet up with Montreal Girl™.

    The team’s a little worried thinking Ilya somehow fumbled Montreal Girl™ and agreed to go along with his ideas.

    Meanwhile, Shane’s tied up on the bed with a vibrating buttplug that Ilya’s controlling on his phone.

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    17,690

    17 Jul 2026

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