10 Bookmarks by fallsthyshadow
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“I would like you to know me,” Caleb says.
It feels like a secret. Like the darkest part of him cracked open; all his months and years of hiding, of wrapping his arms and scratching the bindings, of not loving, not loving anything but an unkillable cat — it’s unraveling around him. He feels naked. He feels the way he did the first time Pumat Sol spelled him clean.
“I find that — I would like you to know me,” he says, again.
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01 May 2022
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There is something incredibly flattering about the thought that one of the most gifted mages Caleb has ever known has found one of Caleb’s own spells worth figuring out for himself.
Essek turns from the arcane doorway shimmering in blues and violets before him with the smug appearance of the cat that got the cream. “I did some noodling, as you call it.”
“So you did,” Caleb says faintly.
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- English
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- 5,490
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- 1/1
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08 Apr 2022
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surely some revelation is at hand by mllekurtz (TheKnittingJedi)
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
14 Jun 2021
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Essek has two thoughts, one after the other.
The first is that he is very much in love with this man. He has known for a while, but here, now, he lets himself feel it.
The second is that Caleb might be in love with him as well.
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- Part 1 of to make an end
- Language:
- English
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- 10,388
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- 1/1
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10 Feb 2022
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Essek deals with grief unconventionally.
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10 Feb 2022
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Caleb needs time. It's fortunate he knows someone who happens to specialize in the subject.
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10 Feb 2022
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There's something in Caleb's dreams. It wants him to know that he's not alone. It wants him to know that he'll never be alone again.
Elves don't dream, so all Essek can do is watch.
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- English
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- 23/23
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16 Dec 2021
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but we're so much more than that old, bitter law by grayintogreen
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
05 Aug 2021
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“What the fuck happened, Caleb?” She wasted no time. He didn’t expect her to. Expositor Beauregard, the patient defendant of the weak and oppressed, could only be expected to hold her anger and desire to punch and kick and scream back for so long before she exploded, and right now Beau was on the cusp of an explosion so phenomenal, Veth would be happy to call it a Fluffernutter.
He doubted, since there were medical professionals around who could keep his chest cavity from caving in from the force of a Beauregard-brand love tap (threat), that she would hold back if he dallied around the point.
He took a breath, which pained him immeasurably.
And then he explained.
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03 Oct 2021
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you've got the love I need to see me through by Anonymous
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
13 Sep 2021
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She’s not angry, she’s not afraid. This is just - this is just a thing she needs to do. Too much energy, too much twitchiness, why does it matter if her knuckles are bleeding if this will make her brain stay still for just a moment more.
(Beau has bipolar. She also has some very good friends.)
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- English
- Words:
- 1,594
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by fallsthyshadow
03 Oct 2021
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Caleb has a habit of slipping back into Zemnian when his guard is down.
Or: Five times Essek didn’t understand, and one time he absolutely did, the little shit.
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- English
- Words:
- 1,956
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 93
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Bookmarked by fallsthyshadow
03 Oct 2021
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Essik gets some unsolicited advice about how to flirt with an introverted, red headed wizard.
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- Part 1 of Multi-Chapter Critical Role
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03 Oct 2021