farewellbilbo
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Into the flames it went his heart still beating, blazing gold and crimson, violet wild with desperate hope made visible. The fire roared recognition, surged bright as summer lightning, a rainbow torment of love consumed, craving turned to liquid light, warmth exploding fierce and brutal and beautiful beyond all bearing.
"Take it," he whispered through lips that barely remembered how to form words, watching her with eyes that had forgotten how to blink.“Swallow this flame, keep it inside. Let my heart warm you from within, forever mine, forever yours. Never leave, never fade. Never go.”
But she did not see, did not reach, did not recognize the gift that blazed before her like a star torn from its constellation. Eyes empty, hollow still, mouth still gulping other flames smaller sparks, lesser lights that meant nothing, nothing at all. His heart burned lonely, waiting desperate for her notice, for her touch, for her terrible, beautiful hunger to finally, finally turn toward the feast he'd made of himself.
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1. To starve; to suffer from extreme hunger.
2. To ache in the absence of what one cannot name — warmth, touch, meaning.
3. A slow, silent unraveling of the self in pursuit of something that will never arrive. -
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Six Feet Over by caramelsuguru
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
09 May 2025
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As a second-year medical student, Geto Suguru is worn out, as most med students are—though perhaps more so than others. Between his side jobs and extracurriculars, the years till he becomes an attending physician seem so exhausting.
Someone like Gojo Satoru, who has lived his whole life at the top, will never understand that.
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Thrown together in Paris on a vacation they never asked for, Atsushi and Akutagawa are forced to navigate a city of romance with anything but ease. As Atsushi wrestles with feelings he can’t quite contain and Akutagawa defines “fun” in his own begrudging way, their secrets begin to surface.
Between lingering glances, biting remarks, and silences heavy with meaning, the tension between them reaches a boiling point under the glittering Parisian sky. What starts as a reluctant weekend away unravels into a night where emotions ignite, boundaries blur, and nothing between them remains the same.
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Gift fic for Max <3 -
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“You just don’t want to admit you’ll be sad when I die,” mutters Atsushi.
“What the fuck did you just say?”
Since when has Atsushi stopped being scared of Akutagawa? Since when has Atsushi started neglecting acting pathetic? What happened?
“I said you’ll be sad when I die,” Atsushi says, with the boredom of stating the weather. “Because you obviously care about me.”
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Akutagawa Ryunosuke loses it entirely.
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and the funny thing is i would have married you (if you had stuck around) by cheezee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Aug 2024
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Sometimes he thinks about what life would be if he was free from his curse. Would he be happier if he never agreed to live forever chasing Akutagawa in every timeline? Was it even worth doing so? Despite having the power to control his own time, Akutagawa doesn’t, and time waits for no one.
In the bigger picture of things, he thinks that Akutagawa could live a better, happier, life without him: Fall in love with someone who isn’t Atsushi. Marry someone who isn’t Atsushi. Then perhaps he’ll be free from it all, destroying the repetitive cycles he puts himself through.
A warm hand then reaches over to hold Atsushi’s, reminding him love and fate doesn’t work like that. Akutagawa takes Atsushi’s hand up, pecking a kiss on his knuckles, god he can’t help but fall in love all over again.
or, Atsushi travels across timelines for a chance of one with Akutagawa
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Akutagawa sighs. “You are being more difficult than usual, weretiger.” The exasperation coating his words is palpable, but it edges more into the soft folds of resignation than it does irritation—and the slight relaxation in the other’s brows as he looks out into the distance definitely isn’t an invitation, but it’s not rejection, either, and it’s more than enough to ignite childish hope in Atsushi’s veins.
“Well,” Atsushi tries. He swallows, turning away from the other to stare down at his hands instead. “I don’t think anything between us has ever not been difficult.”