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    Just months after being recruited by the Montreal Metros, Shane Hollander tragically suffers a career-ending injury. Twenty years later, he crosses paths with his one-time rival, the legendary Ilya Rozanov, at a youth hockey game. Why? Because they both have ten year old sons.

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    In the frozen shadows of Montreal, Dr. Shane Hollander is the city’s most brilliant trauma surgeon, precise, untouchable, and relentlessly perfect. He lives by rules, ethics, and the suffocating expectations of a life he’s never dared question. That is, until Ilya Rozanov crashes into his emergency room like a storm straight from Siberia.

    Ilya is a ghost from a brutal Russian mafia dynasty: rich beyond measure, dangerously charming, and running for his life

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    Shane watches helplessly as Ilya is sent headfirst into the boards, spine twisting, skates lifting off the ice as his body folds under the force. The sound of impact is thunderous and wrong - echoing - louder than the crowd, louder than the goal horn, louder than the pounding of his heart against his chest, as Ilya’s body finally crumples into the ice.

    Ilya had no time to brace, Shane knows he had no time to brace because Shane had no time to brace.

    And he’s not moving.

    “Ilya!”

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    Or what it means to break, and come together again.

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  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya Rozanov was an assassin in the Russian mob since he was 16 years old, one day an operation went dangerously wrong and Ilya escaped in the night with with best friend Svetlana to start a new life in Montreal, Canada.

    Shane Hollander was once a promising young hockey player when an injury forced him into early retirement. After a few years of self loathing, he and his best friend Hayden invested in a small cafe they run together with a group of friends.

    The most unlikely of people come together and the result is pure love and adoration.

    The only question is.. Can two men with such tragic pasts live happily ever after?

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    Shane Hollander never got that concussion, and Ilya Rozanov breaks up with him. Shortly after, Shane suffered a career ending injury. They didn’t speak again.

    Of course, stories don’t end like that. At least not theirs. When Shane adopts a little girl with familiar curls and deep blue eyes, Shane writes letters to Ilya, imagining he was with him, raising the girl together.

    Movers get things mixed up. Letters get sent. And after 4 years of no contact, Ilya moves to Ottawa to see Shane again. The only question is—will Shane let him in? Or is he still just as scared as he was in 2017?

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