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    “Well, I guess you got what you wanted from me already,” Hollander continued. “Whatever. Fuck you.”

    “Wait, no, Hollander.” Ilya turned, throwing an arm into Hollander’s path. “That’s not—”

    “No, it’s fine. Stupid of me to expect anything else.” Hollander shook his head, gaze downcast, the barest hint of angry pink tinging his freckled cheeks. “Thanks for making it good, at least.”

    It. His first time.

    Ilya was the worst sort of asshole.

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    In Sochi, Shane isn’t shy about calling out Ilya for ghosting after getting what he wanted. Once they’re safely away from Russia, Ilya forces himself to be honest with Shane about what that first time meant.

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    04 Oct 2026

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    “I don’t need anything but, like. Food. Water.” Paul Baker’s left shoulder lifts into a shrug. “And to, uh. Jack off, like. ASAP. Sorry.”

    “Oh my God,” Anton mumbles. He recenters himself for what feels like the 50th time in this short interaction. “Right, and in order to do that last thing, you need me to leave.”

    There’s a substantial pause before Paul Baker replies. “…Uh. Not literally, no?”

    -- Or: A Room Swap AU.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    "I moved from Montreal," he says, giving Paul Baker 5 seconds of silence to either admit he does know about Shane's career or prove he honestly isn't aware of it. Paul Baker just nods, looking just as blissfully out of the loop as a mere blink ago. Oh my God, Shane thinks. He's serious. "Uh, I played for the Voyageurs for a while, but now I'm a proud Centaur."

    Paul Baker's jaw unhinges in shock.

    "Dude! You still play hockey? Professionally?"

    Shane can't believe this. Him. "Yeah."

    "In the fucking NHL?"

    Or: Shane and Ilya run into Paul Baker and Anton grocery shopping in Ottawa.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    “Mindwipe?”

    “Hmm,” Paul agreed, absentmindedly, gaze caught on watching Anton’s mouth form the word.

    “I really want to kiss you right now.” Anton laughed, once, hand blowing the thought away from his temple.

    Left with an empty house, Anton and a recently single Paul Baker celebrate with pizza, weed, and more than a few confessions. As Anton's yet to learn, mindwipes only work when both parties let it.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    When Shane Hollander returns to his tiny hometown for a quiet visit, he runs into Paul Baker (his high school crush) who has zero idea Shane is now an NHL superstar.

    Or: Shane’s first crush meets his boyfriend

    ZERO angst just fluff. Shane and Ilya are together and their families know but aren’t out yet as a couple.

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    28 Sep 2026