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Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
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- Part 1 of The World to Come
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Bookmarked by flowernerdcas
15 Mar 2022
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It helped me deal with my granny's death.
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Two Deans, one Cas - it's not as sexy as it sounds
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An ethics lesson from Hell
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The one where Dean from the past meets Dean in the present. They're not sure they like each other very much.
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Bookmarked by flowernerdcas
11 Sep 2022
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After 15 years, a wedding in Vegas 12 years ago, and half a dozen impulsive decisions (including a matching tattoo they still see daily), Dean and Castiel are getting a divorce.
It's been six months since they've separated, and Dean is still in denial, back in his childhood bedroom at Bobby and Ellen's. On the other side of town, Cas is playing the dangerous games of how-many-shifts-in-the-ED-can-I-pick-up-before-collapsing and will-my-liver-survive-to-see-another-day.
Then Dean gets called in the middle of the night by Sioux Falls General Hospital, telling him his husband’s life is hanging by a thread after getting hit by a car on his way back home.
A coma, serious injuries and several surgeries later, Cas is back home with mandatory presence required to help him with reeducation and monitoring his progress. And against all odds, Dean is the one staying around to help.
Dean and Cas’ respective worlds get thrown for another ride, shifting perspectives again.
What if things between them were salvageable? What if everything wasn’t the way they thought it was in the first place? Is it worth trying to glue the pieces back together?
An exercise in healing and second chances.
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- English
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- 9/9
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Bookmarked by flowernerdcas
08 Aug 2022
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just like all those pretty lights by ehj, livelifeliving
Fandoms: Runaways (TV 2017), Runaways (Comics)
17 Apr 2022
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everyone at the rink loves karolina. she’s professional and well-prepared and the complete opposite of trouble. trouble, in this case, takes the form of nico minoru. aka: the deanoru figure skating au.
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- Part 1 of fsau verse
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- English
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- 99,260
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- 20/20
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Bookmarked by flowernerdcas
17 Jul 2022
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Reach Your Hand Inside Me and Touch My Very Soul by SewingNatural
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
28 Feb 2022
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And Dean looks. He does. He looks and looks and looks, and Castiel does not disappear.
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or: the fic where each time Dean looks away from Cas, it feels like he's losing him all over again. It helps to touch him, to know he's real.
Bookmarked by flowernerdcas
19 May 2022