cursingcursive (folkfae)
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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17 Mar 2023
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Eddie Diaz is many things, but he would never have called himself a victim. The closest he’d ever gotten was being shot in the middle of the street in Los Angeles, but even that had felt cold and indifferent. It didn’t feel like he qualified – victimhood feels personal, impactful, intimate. ‘Patient’ always felt more accurate, and even then he never really referred to himself as one; he merely allowed others to name him as such.
He realizes he is a victim on a Tuesday.
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17 Mar 2023
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"You like that?" Buck asks. "Like hearing about how gone I am for you, how hard it was keeping my dick in my pants on our goddamn wedding day, how you read me your vows and all I could think about, right there in front of everyone, was how much I love you and how many times I was gonna make you come for me tonight?"
It hits him like a fucking meteor. Eddie throws his head back, feels it collide with the glass of a framed painting, doesn't hear any glass break but even if he did, he couldn't give a shit if he tried. "What the fuck," he pants into the air, "why is that so hot."
A fucking- wedding kink, or whatever this is, was not anywhere on Eddie's bingo card for today, which in retrospect seems like a massive, massive oversight on his part. Buck could be reciting his times tables backwards from memory while wearing scuba flippers and cleaning a microwave, and Eddie's pretty sure he could still find some way to get at least a little horny over it. It's ridiculous. Buck makes him ridiculous. He loves it.
"Oh, this is gonna be fun," Buck says.
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25 Feb 2023
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Eddie asks to go slow.
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09 Jun 2022
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We used to Wait by schneestern
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Apr 2021
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Bucky's on Tinder and Sam finds out. Things progress from there.
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20 Mar 2022