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  1. Rec 55

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    or: Mutual Assured Destruction

    or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb

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    08 Feb 2024

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    They were meat in that thing. They were like a deer that had been sleeping in the fields that the great harvesting machinery went over and sliced to ribbons. Sometimes he had felt like he had about two brain cells on and one of them was producing toxic amounts of adrenaline and one was reciting choice lines of Wilfred Owen. (What passing bells for those who die as cattle?) Now there was a lot he couldn’t remember too cleanly. Getting wounded was quite clear, somehow. Sometimes he could watch it happen over again as through a veil of clear water. Not as clear but audible sometimes like a distant transmission on AM radio bands from the great wilderness of the cosmos was an indelible memory of the mountains, the vivid lake in the hazy valley, the algaed blur of a prolonged drunkenness, and the fine resort room, since stripped of most of its valuables by several companies’ worth of wine-drunk and vengeful looters, where he and Joe Liebgott fucked in the en-suite bathtub.

  2. Rec 58

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    When it comes right down to it, this doesn’t feel like the start of anything. When they get to each other, out there in the rain, it feels like this is what they’ve always been doing and nothing much has really changed at all.

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    31 Dec 2020

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    “Now, she’s a good woman,” Butch says, just like someone’s been arguing otherwise.

    “Yeah,” Sundance says, the word as heartfelt as anything Butch has ever heard from him.

  3. Rec 4

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    A Christmas present for Lord John.

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    03 Dec 2020

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    To be that which we are, without hindrance.

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    To be cowardly in this, to refuse to see it through, seemed more unmanly to Laurence than beginning it.

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    24 Sep 2019

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    Being a traitor, being forsworn, had not stripped away away his conscience or his choices—he had chosen to slaughter without quarter, and known it for a wrong, a sin; and now he had chosen to lie with a man, and knew it, perhaps, for a sin, perhaps a wrong—but, as with his treason, the rightest and only choice to make.

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    Howard Stark: his history told.

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    06 Aug 2015

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    On the plus side, this is a perfect chance to study the effects of radiation. Like Hiroshima, like Nagasaki, it's an ideal, living lab. The Atomic Energy Commission organizes a program, Project 4.1, for this purpose: to study the "Response of Human Beings Accidentally Exposed to Significant Fallout Radiation." We expect there to be a lot of fallout radiation in our future, so it's important to know how to cope with it. And what else can we do? It's not like we can repack an explosion. We can't unchain the reaction. We can't take the bomb back.