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    "Levi misses Erwin in the margin between sleeping and waking. He thinks about Erwin when he steps out of a hot bath into cold air. He imagines Erwin’s new life, his new vocation, his new family, when the seasons change, or when he blows the candles out, or now, as the sun sets. The only space he does so is a space of a threshold. It does not feel good or bad. It does not feel happy or sad. Levi realises now, however, that this is not the same as it feeling nothing."

    Six years after the War ends and they part ways, Levi finds himself at Erwin's door again.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Tsukishima teases Yamaguchi about the videos on his phone.

    Short D/s piece for TsukkiYamaFest 2015.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "Like what if some guy asks me out and we go on all these dates and he finally kisses me, but it turns out I really don’t like it! That would be so awkward!”

    “I don’t think it works that way,” Tsukki responded simply.

    “But you don’t know because you’ve never actually kissed anyone! What if it does work that way?”

    Tsukki pinched the bridge of his nose and Tadashi knew that he was beginning to get to the end of his wits with this conversation. “Why don’t you just kiss some guys and some girls and make a list comparing how you feel or something,” he drawled.

    It was such a Tsukki answer that Tadashi had to laugh. Just organize your feelings into a list. Of course.

    Although, he had to admit, it wasn’t a terrible concept.

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    Tsukishima and Yamaguchi are just friends, until Yamaguchi manages to drag Tsukki into a pseudo-scientific kissing research project and things begin to change.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “'Tadashi, I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me.  On a date.'

    Kei at least looks Yamaguchi in the eye when he says it, and holds his gaze despite every instinct telling him to stare determinedly at the floor.  For a moment, they’re both perfectly still and silent, Kei hardly daring to breathe.  Several expressions pass over Yamaguchi’s face in quick succession--first his eyes widen, then his mouth parts slightly, then his eyebrows raise, and then they lower, scrunching tight together, then the corners of his mouth pull down into a frown, and then…

    He laughs."

    Yamaguchi assumes Tsukishima's genuine love confession is merely a joke, albeit a hurtful one, and laughs it off. As one might expect, neither of them take this particularly well.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    05 Jun 2026