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  1. Public Bookmark 44

    The chords that bind us by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)  

    12 Jul 2026

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    Oh Haewon has spent years trying to avoid the painfully obvious.

    She is in love with Lily Morrow.

    She refuses to acknowledge her forbidden thoughts, pushing down and praying that one day that longing feeling will cease to exist, that she will be able to enjoy their friendship without believing that Lily is the only spill of gleaming gold on her otherwise pointless existence.

    Yet somehow, though the years may stretch like shadows, still they are pulled towards one another as if no force in the universe could silence the song their souls have always known.

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    Haewon doesn't know how to cope with her feelings for Lily, they are lyrical soulmates.

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

    Yours, Only Yours by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)  

    15 Jun 2026

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    Haewon was very good at a lot of things. Sharing was not one of them.

    Two years of something wonderful and quietly theirs. Two years of Haewon discovering, somewhat to her own embarrassment, that she was absolutely terrible at sharing — and two years of learning, slowly, that Lily wasn't quite as immune to it as she'd always seemed.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Fanservice and Other Lies Haewon Tells Herself by

    Fandoms: NMIXX (Band), K-pop  

    23 Dec 2025

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    Haewon has an explanation for everything.
    Every look Lily gives her? Fanservice.
    Every touch? Coincidence.
    Every soft, vulnerable moment? Friendship.
    The playlist full of yearning love songs might be what breaks her though.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The Deepest Shades of You by

    Fandoms: TWICE (Band), 소녀시대 | Girls' Generation | SNSD  

    31 Oct 2018

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    Minatozaki Sana is a successful actress who has everything going her way. A great a career, adoring fans, and almost unlimited number of men at her feet. But there’s one problem: She’s gay. And in a world that judges you for your sexuality than talent, she resorts to taking on the role of a lesbian lover to Kim Dahyun in the movie called The Deepest Shades of You.

    How will she succeed on keeping her preferences under wraps when her charming co-star mixes work and pleasure to the point where they don’t know what’s acting and what’s not?

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    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

    back for seconds by

    Fandoms: TWICE (Band)  

    17 May 2026

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    well, how many people can say they've got a sought-after singer chasing them

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    22 May 2026