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  1. Rec 13

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    Seungmin is sent to a psychiatric hospital due to his difficult eating disorder he's battled for years.

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    14 May 2026

  2. Rec 26

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    it was slow , gradual the feeling of sinking he was drowning it had progressed for months with no one doing anything Seungmin's pride kept him from asking for help . He could continue like this his members didn't like him all that much anyway.
    he could deal with it the members needed the help more .

     

    what happens when the mentally strongest person in the group finally breaks under the pressure

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    13 May 2026

  3. Rec 18

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    He started forward, curious. Who could this be? 

    Maybe the man had felt eyes on the back of his or sensed Seungmin making his way over because he glanced behind him and Seungmin felt his heart stutter. 

    Oh.

    He wasn't an employee from the shelter, nor was he anyone his boyfriends knew. He was Dongho. Im Dongho who had adopted him from the shelter several years ago before taking him on a late night car ride and abandoning him at the shelter front doors before speeding off.

     

    OR: Seungmin sees someone from his past 

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    13 May 2026

  4. Rec 52

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    Jeongin has time for this; he’ll always have time for Seungmin. And if he doesn’t have the time, he’ll carve it out nonetheless.

    “When you mentioned wanting to hurt yourself,” The spit chain immediately breaks, landing on his chin where it glistens proudly. “Where were you thinking…?”

    “Between,” Seungmin’s tongue darts out, wetting his lips. “Between my thighs, Innie.”

    Jeongin’s breath shudders, an undeniable heat building inside him. He spent many nights tracing the scars on his inner thighs with his fingertips, lips, and tongue.

    Minho-hyung,” he calls out, staring into Seungmin’s hooded, pupil-blown eyes. “I’m going on break!”

    Alternatively: After a phone call with his abusive mother leaves Seungmin feeling worthless, Jeongin takes him to the breakroom to destress.

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    12 May 2026

  5. Rec 13

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    The shower should have helped. It usually did.
    Hot water pounding against his skin after practice had always been Seungmin’s reset button — a way to rinse off sweat, ache, and exhaustion, to disappear for a while under the noise. Today, though, it felt like nothing but noise.

    or: seungmin is dysphoric AGAIN cause im such a nice author who totally isnt projecting!

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    11 May 2026