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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Putting out my Killer!Oikawa x Yandere!Iwaizumi brairot.

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    Iwaizumi saw that person—not in a dream, not in some abstract, haunting ache. He saw him.

    Behind every window he looked out of. In the dark corners of night streets with broken streetlights. His soul lingered there—pure and clear as starlight. Hard to see, but warm. Soothing. A breath he’d almost forgotten how to take.

    He knew he shouldn’t hold on so tightly to what was already dead. That love, like the prepackaged food trays in the convenience store, came with an expiration date. That someday, you had to throw it out. But after all these years, he thought he’d forget. Forget what he had done. But he couldn’t.

    The grief chewed at the edges of his thoughts. It made it hard to breathe. Hard to look in the mirror. It made him tremble when he touched himself, groping for hard bones or soft skin—as if maybe, just maybe, he’d find him there.

    He is alive, and he knows.

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    14 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    In a privately-run underground prison ruled by gangs and silence, survival comes at a brutal cost. Nagi Seishiro, once gifted and untouchable, now trades his body to the dominant gang — Shidou’s crew — in exchange for drugs and cigarettes, numbing himself into apathy. His cellmate, Mikage Reo, took the fall for Nagi’s crimes and now watches helplessly as the boy he loves self-destructs in front of him, begging him to stop, breaking more each time he fails.

    On the other side of the prison, a quieter, more dangerous force rules — Kaiser’s gang. Backed by the Yakuza boss Ego-san, their power extends beyond prison walls. Kaiser and Isagi, toxic cellmates and occasional lovers, drift in a haze of manipulation, mind games, and casual cruelty. They observe the prison’s suffering like it’s entertainment, especially the slow collapse of Nagi and Reo.

    Around them, alliances, lust, and violence blur into survival. Two gangs run the prison. One rules with brute force. The other with fear beyond the bars. Between them are shattered boys trying to feel, love, or forget — and most of them won’t make it out the same.

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    09 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Four teams. Two weeks. One volleyball camp.

    Oikawa doesn’t think much of Karasuno’s quiet second setter—until Sugawara shows up late one morning, limping, silent, and trying too hard to pretend he’s fine.
    Oikawa starts to notice things: the way Sugawara flinches, avoids showers, disappears at night.

    But he’s not the only one watching.

    Daichi’s always been there, and Sugawara trusts him.
    Oikawa just showed up—and now he doesn’t know what hurts more: not knowing what Sugawara is hiding, or not being the one he turns to.

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    01 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    He just sat there, holding him, as the sun disappeared completely below the horizon.

    The room bathed in twilight. Silent. Reverent.

    Daichi pressed a kiss to Sugawara’s temple, his hand still laced through his fingers.

    “You got your sunset,” he whispered.

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    01 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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     He stands in front of his mirror in only his boxers, slowly picking apart his body. It was a part of his nightly routine. Atsumu had tried many different ways of trying to break himself out of this curse- hence the scars littering his body and his weak fingernails from shoving them down his throat. Or maybe the way too much hair falls out when he brushes or runs his hands through it. His secret would forever only be safe with him. The team was never happy at the fact that he didn’t like going out, or that’s what he had told them. 

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    22 Apr 2025