ghastttly
Fandoms
Recent works
-
If You Really Love Nothing by ghastttly
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: Clone Wars (2003) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jan 2020
Tags
Summary
Anakin is going to cut things off with Padme. The guilt is tearing him apart as he realizes his fatal mistake in committing himself to his Angel, loyalty tearing him clean in two: Obi-Wan, his guide, his foundation or Padme, his saving angel, the salve for his turbulent soul.
Updates will be slow going, I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing but I Am Determined to make this happen.
-
Tags
Summary
Obi-Wan cannot breathe through this pain, not this time.
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
After a billiards-based drinking game quickly devolves into shameless flirting, both Ren and Goro are awakened to the rapidly escalating sexual tension between them. In the following weeks of antics, who will be the first one to snap?
Series
- Part 1 of Ren and Goro: Disaster Couple
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,022
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 189
- Kudos:
- 1,688
- Bookmarks:
- 277
- Hits:
- 30,528
Bookmarked by ghastttly
08 May 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Ren has never been so relieved to see a disgruntled expression in his life. His features are all the same as Ren remembers, nothing monstrous or out of place, just pure Akechi Goro—part annoyed and part irate.
Akechi’s eyes widen. They glow almost red in the sunlight. For a second, he looks genuinely, unobstructedly surprised.
“Amamiya,” Akechi says, and his voice is the best thing Ren has heard in months. “What are you doing here?”
*
One year after the collapse of Maruki’s reality, Ren starts meeting a dead boy in his dreams.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,944
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 228
- Kudos:
- 1,139
- Bookmarks:
- 333
- Hits:
- 19,795
Bookmarked by ghastttly
28 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
There’s something missing in Ren's life, something utterly essential. Sometimes, when he’s lying awake in the early hours, he swears he can almost grasp the memory of it in his bare hand. It seems so real. But like a dream, he can’t recall anything about it. Only the feeling and the hole its absence has left behind.
Dr. Maruki's medicine is going to help him.
It has to.
It must.
When a crow lands at Ren's feet, he decides to nurse it back to health. But doing so has unforeseen consequences.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 53,995
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 234
- Kudos:
- 1,824
- Bookmarks:
- 341
- Hits:
- 22,367
Bookmarked by ghastttly
27 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“So I’m to be bait,” Akechi says flatly. “You’re serving me up.”
Ren can feel the grin on his face, and he can’t stop it. “I gotta open the store tomorrow, I only serve coffee.”
“Absolutely idiotic. Why would I agree to that?"
Ren shrugs one shoulder and leans back against the movie theater wall, smiling. He’s feeling light on his feet right now. It’s been a bad day, but the end is nice. “Call it penance.”
“Penance for what,” Akechi says.
His smile stays where it is as he glances away for a moment, then meets Akechi’s eyes again. “Being yourself.”
—
Summer vacation back in Tokyo was supposed to be two things: an exciting break from the mundanity of home, and a chance to see people he's missed so much it hurts. If he survives, Ren has good news for himself on both.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 111,523
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 146
- Kudos:
- 1,525
- Bookmarks:
- 511
- Hits:
- 36,231
Bookmarked by ghastttly
21 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
“Here,” Kurusu says. “I can probably carry you.“
Goro doesn’t even get a chance to complain before Kurusu is sliding an arm around his back and beneath his knees. He’s immediately greeted by a wave of pain that outclasses all the others before, a kind of pain that makes him feel as if his entire body is breaking in two. Makes him think: fuck, maybe it actually is.
He grits his teeth. “Joker, stop.”
Kurusu instantly freezes, meeting his eyes with clear alarm.
“What’s wrong?”
“I think my hip might be broken.”
or;
After their duel, a chance encounter with the Reaper has disastrous consequences for Goro and Akira. Trapped together and left to their own devices, it's going to take more than luck to get them both out alive.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,552
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 122
- Kudos:
- 2,952
- Bookmarks:
- 770
- Hits:
- 29,414
Bookmarked by ghastttly
11 Apr 2025