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    Wei Ying's back is to him, but Lan Zhan would know him anywhere. His hair is tied into a low ponytail, messy, as always. It's longer now than it was three years ago, snaking down his back, ending just above his shoulder blades. With him is a child—a boy—who's holding onto his hand and looking up at him with his eyebrows furrowed, one finger stuck in his mouth.

    Lan Zhan feels utterly foolish peeking from behind a display case at them, but he's rooted to the spot. He cannot move.

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    15 Dec 2024

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    Army's fingers tap erratically on his bicep, never quite matching the beat of the bar music. Fingers that have touched a lot of prostates. Both professionally and, Alex reminds himself with a hot-flash he blames on the alcohol, recreationally.

    "But won't it be weird?" he asks.

    "Nothing could be more normal," Army says. "Just one generous gay expert, helping his beloved straight friend with an intractable orgasm problem."

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    26 Jan 2024

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    Tod steps back, goes to the bar and pours some watered-down scotch. Black knows it's watered down, that his easy drinking is a power play for the older businessmen who keep looking for his father behind him and can't accept taking orders from a kid. "Tawi had Techit. I'm going to have you and your beautiful brain."

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    Todd blackmails Black into working for him. This is a love story.

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    03 Jan 2024

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    Black gets kidnapped on accident. Weirdly, it's not the case of mistaken identity he would have expected.

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    16 Nov 2023

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    What Gun would like to say to Off is: I see the way you’re looking at me. I don’t know what’s caused it—maybe you’re a little too in character or we spend too much time together and you’ve gotten used to the way I smell. He could maybe say that, but Off would be embarrassed, might get defensive. People don’t like it when their feelings are exposed. It wouldn’t put Off in the right headspace. And he definitely can’t say to Off what he thinks they should do about it, which is get it out of his system.

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    14 May 2023

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    “I’m not going to do anything. Just what’s in the script.” Gun looks away to try and make it look less obvious that he wants to roll his eyes. “I’m not going to suddenly jump you and suck your dick if that’s what you’re worried about."

    Off stills. Gun drags his face back to him. Off’s breath has suddenly picked up.

    “Unless…” Gun starts, leaning in a little, just a little bit to test it from a safe distance. Off looks down at Gun’s hand, between them on the couch, braced so Gun can rest his weight on it. “If it would help.”

    “What?” Off says. He laughs, but his eyes are ping-ponging between Gun’s lips and his chest and his hand.

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    14 May 2023

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    Jin Ling’s needs were constant and repetitive; they ran like a lifeline through Jiang Cheng’s days. He didn’t need to see past the next feeding, the next changing. He didn’t need to persuade himself to get out of bed in the morning; sooner or later Lingling would cry, and he would find he could move after all. In the middle of the night, when neither of them could sleep, he paced up and down the room, holding Lingling to his chest, whispering, “Jiujiu’s here. I won’t leave you alone. I promise.”
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    Jiang Cheng knew Lan Zhan had been seeing way more of Wei Ying than he had, but it still burned: Lan Zhan’s easy familiarity with Wei Ying’s household, with his thoughts. I’m the one that grew up with him. He was mine first.

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    14 Feb 2023

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    Pete must be getting complacent, because it takes him a few weeks to find the drugs.

    He usually goes straight to the first aid kit in their room, not the bathroom cabinet. Maybe Vegas counted on that. Or maybe it’s just what’s normal, for Theerapanyakuls. Probably they all keep the incapacitating sedatives in the bathroom drawer next to the gauze and the antiseptic and the leftover painkillers from the hospital.

    Maybe Pete’s not the best judge of normal. A normal person might ask what exactly are you going to tell Macau if he goes looking for an aspirin?

    Pete? He swallows hard, and reminds himself how fucked up Porsche had been when they found him, and tries not to remember how giggly and handsy he’d been later on. Getting out of the car, clinging around Kinn’s neck, hands everywhere while Pete averted his eyes politely. It had been a completely fucked thing to do. Porsche didn’t want it, not really.

    Porsche probably doesn’t want a lot of the things that Pete’s brain and gut and dick are extremely interested in.

     

    or: In which there is weird domesticity, and Vegas is surprisingly cheerful about getting a taste of his own medicine

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    13 Feb 2023

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    On Kinn's birthday, Kinn is dragged by Tae and Time to a strip club, where he gets a private dance from a man who calls himself Jom. Kinn is smitten. Things spin out from there.

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    11 Nov 2022

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    29 Oct 2022

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    "If you can’t do it,” Payu says, letting his voice drop into his chest. “I’ll have to—” He gathers Rain’s fluffy hair in his fist, exerting pressure without force. He tugs him forward, letting his cock bob against his cheek. “—Do it for you.”

    Rain makes a soft noise of horny distress and Payu glows with the knowledge that he’s guessed right. Rain would love for Payu to feed it to him, but what sort of teacher would that make him? If you don’t try it yourself, you’ll never learn.

    (rain broadens his education. payu helps.)

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    22 Oct 2022

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    “I’m starting to think you like being punished,” Kinn says, sitting primly on his pristine couch, legs crossed.

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    09 Oct 2022

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    "What, you don't like boys who know what they want?" he asks, stupidly, because it's an invitation to keep talking instead of just a shut-down.

    "I love boys who know what they want," comes the response, low and buzzing down the phone line. "You know how hot it was, watching you ride me like that?"

    Hang up. "I don't do phone sex." Just fucking hang up.

    (sky lays out some ground rules)

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    08 Oct 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    This is a story about rattling the bars of the cage you built around all of your soft, tender parts.

    (It's movie night in the safe house.)

     

    Fuck. Pete's tired.

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    03 Oct 2022

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    Isn’t that what he’s always wanted anyways? To tame someone—to own someone. To break someone so thoroughly that they’ll look at him—really look—and still want him.

    Slowly, Vegas raises the gun. He doesn’t pull the trigger, though the safety is disengaged. He brings the muzzle to two lips, already blood-flecked and peeling.

    “Open, puppy.”

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    Vegas needs to snap out of the timeloop in his head. Pete is here to help.

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    17 Aug 2022

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    Everything about sex is performative. There is no such thing as fucking without an agenda, at least in Vegas’s experience. He wouldn’t have survived to adulthood if he was precious about shit like that.

     

    Vegas and some of the men he sleeps with in his desperate, rage-filled attempts to be loved or hated--either will work.

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    08 Aug 2022

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    Pete’s face is doing something. He thinks he might be smiling. He feels fucking high.

    What the hell is happening to him? He knows afterglow and this isn't it. If it was, he'd be way more into sex. There were people in high school and then one long-term girlfriend a few years ago, but she never—it was nothing like this. This is like… that blissful moment between sleeping and waking when you're conscious of your body but not yet of your mind. Just a vessel of receptors and processes. Electrified meat.

    “That was good, right?” Vegas's hands are on him. “Tell me it was good.”

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    27 Jul 2022

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    “Tell me to let you go.” Vegas’s voice is soft in Pete’s ear, his mouth just brushing against the nape of his neck. “Tell me to leave you alone.”
    Pete doesn’t say anything, his heart hammering in his chest, his gut clenching. His breathing goes fast and shallow.
    “Come on,” Vegas breathes into his skin. Then licks right along Pete’s pulse, making it jump even faster. He’s already getting hard and Vegas hasn’t even done anything. “Tell me to go, and I’ll go.”
    Pete clamps his mouth shut.
    “That’s what I thought.”

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    15 Jul 2022

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    Porsche loves Kinn. He'd said as much, and Kinn had nearly whited out in response. He hasn't said it back yet. Porsche doesn't seem to have let that affect him, hasn't acted differently towards him at all. Maybe he doesn't even need to hear it. And Kinn—Kinn isn't entirely sure why he's keeping him waiting. It isn't as if he isn't madly fucking in love with him.

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    15 Jun 2022

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    "What do you want from me?" Juwon asked, and no one has ever said just you.

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    10 Mar 2022

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