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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, hockey enthusiast and licensed massage therapist, is an expert in helping athletes keep their bodies in tip-top shape. Working with the Boston Raiders should've been his career milestone.

    One Ilya Rozanov makes things much, much more complicated. Relentless on the ice and unreadable everywhere else, Ilya unsettles Shane in ways that have nothing to do with hockey and everything to do with proximity, restraint, and the dangerous pull of something unspoken.

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    Shane is a sports therapist that starts working with the Boston Raiders.

    Strong hands shifted to the back of Shane’s head, to the nape of his neck. That’s when time began to blur, seconds melting together until they barely existed at all. That’s when Rozanov leaned in – and when Shane followed. Like the strike of flint against wood. They existed in that moment, and in the wildfire that followed.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “Have you ever been high? Like, when we’ve met up?”

    Shane Hollander is Ilya Rozanov's first true love. Before Shane, hook ups were just another vice, another cigarette to smoke, another vodka to down. It didn't really make him feel anything, other than form of release, a method to escape the probably bad thoughts in his head, It never meant anything other than that.

    Now, sex was all about Shane. Making him happy, making him feel cared for. That was always his goal, the only thing on his mind. It was never a problem before, in-fact, it had become the one thing Ilya was proudest of. Not the Stanley cups, not any of the awards or fancy cars. His greatest accomplishment in life was the sense of security and safety he provided for Shane.

    But now, Shane wants to spend the week in the cottage catering to Ilya's needs, showing how much he really appreciates all of Ilya's hard work.. but he can't do that until Ilya trusts him enough to let go. Shane is ready to take care of his man, but how will Ilya truly breakdown all the feelings he has inside to make it happen?

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    Shane Hollander is lowkey a stoner and wants to see his boyfriend get high out of his mind and needy for him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    What if Ilya hadn’t found out that Shane and Rose were not compatible?

    At the all star game, Ilya is happy to spend time with Shane but he’s very jealous of Shane’s new girlfriend. Shane is flirting hard because he has realized that he wants Ilya for real this time. Misunderstandings, Ilya is confused and can’t clock flirting

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya knew he had fucked up the moment he'd said it. But he hadn't been able to help it.

    He had known earlier that day when he had double checked his refrigerator to make sure the Canada Dry ginger ale he had bought the day before hadn't sprouted wings and flown away. And he had known when he had researched easy recipes of things he could make that fit Hollander's strict performance diet earlier that week that they were playing a dangerous game.

    The two of them were Rozanov and Hollander, and that was all they could ever be. Ilya knew that. They were Hollander and Rozanov to the public, to the media, to their teammates, to their coaches, and they were supposed to be that to each other as well.

    But Ilya had called him Shane. And then Shane had left.

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    What if after the tuna melt scene when Shane runs, Ilya is the one who gets a public girlfriend. They say every action has an equal an opposite reaction... or in this case, maybe an overreaction.

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    26 Jan 2026