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    How Are You So Perfect at Everything? by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    07 May 2026

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    Shane clearly read his mind because, once again imitating what Ilya had said, Shane told Ilya with a smirk, “It will fit.” as he pumped some lube onto his cock and stroked it, getting it slick and wet. He pushed Ilya’s hips back and lined himself up with his hole. “Are you ready? You can still say no and I can cum a different way.”

    “Come on Hollander, fuck me already, is what I want.” Ilya said and despite his words sounding confident his voice was breathy and desperate. Shane grinned down at Ilya, “Ok, tell me immediately if anything feels wrong or hurts or if you just want to stop.” And with that he began pushing into Ilya.

    Or while at the cottage Ilya finally feels comfortable and trusting enough to ask Shane if he can bottom for him

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    What He Took, What We Keep by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane wonders why Ilya never wants to be the bottom during sex. Ilya reveals a heartbreaking secret.

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    And as we move (from dark to light) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    21 Mar 2026

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    One of the first things Shane learns about Ilya is that consent matters to him.
    It becomes the rhythm, the core of their relationship.
    It still takes years for Shane to learn just why it matters to Ilya so much.
    One unanswered check-in, one moment where everything falls apart, one moment that makes Ilya finally open up about his past.

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    Extortion by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 May 2026

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    Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
    *Shane and Ilya don't get caught at the cottage. But they still get caught.

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    missed opportunities by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    30 Apr 2026

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    Ilya has bottomed now. He is going to make that everyone else's problem.

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    Now with part 2, in which Ilya faces the consequences of his own actions and loves it.

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