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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    Shane clearly read his mind because, once again imitating what Ilya had said, Shane told Ilya with a smirk, “It will fit.” as he pumped some lube onto his cock and stroked it, getting it slick and wet. He pushed Ilya’s hips back and lined himself up with his hole. “Are you ready? You can still say no and I can cum a different way.”

    “Come on Hollander, fuck me already, is what I want.” Ilya said and despite his words sounding confident his voice was breathy and desperate. Shane grinned down at Ilya, “Ok, tell me immediately if anything feels wrong or hurts or if you just want to stop.” And with that he began pushing into Ilya.

    Or while at the cottage Ilya finally feels comfortable and trusting enough to ask Shane if he can bottom for him

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane wonders why Ilya never wants to be the bottom during sex. Ilya reveals a heartbreaking secret.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    One of the first things Shane learns about Ilya is that consent matters to him.
    It becomes the rhythm, the core of their relationship.
    It still takes years for Shane to learn just why it matters to Ilya so much.
    One unanswered check-in, one moment where everything falls apart, one moment that makes Ilya finally open up about his past.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
    *Shane and Ilya don't get caught at the cottage. But they still get caught.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has bottomed now. He is going to make that everyone else's problem.

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    Now with part 2, in which Ilya faces the consequences of his own actions and loves it.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Losing in front of his family and country at the Sochi Olympics hurts.

    Realizing he can no longer have Shane Hollander hurts more.

    Ilya Rozanov is going to do what he’s always done - sacrifice what he wants for what the world expects. He lets Shane go and builds a life that looks perfect from the outside.

    Dating actress Rose Landry should make everything simple and easy.

    It would be, if Shane Hollander knew how to lose.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane has never been very good at that.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    "What are we going to do?" Shane whispered.

    "I will tell them it was me." Rozanov said, interrupting them both.

    "You would do that for Shane?" David asked.

    "Is only way."

    "Ilya, don't be stupid."

    "Tell me other way then, Hollander."

    Shane's eyes went glassy again. "But - you won't be able to go home. Russia. It won't be safe for you-"

    Hayden exchanged a look with J.J. This whole situation was so fucked.

    (someone working at the hotel leaks a picture of shane entering ilya's penthouse)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    When Shane reluctantly agreed to kick off his MLH career with a photoshoot, he imagined, somewhat vaguely, a hockey uniform and some dramatic lighting on the rink. Shoot a few pucks. Pose intensely. That kind of thing.

    The marketing agency, apparently, had other ideas.

    A plane flight gone wrong, a desperate crash landing, and suddenly hockey’s two brightest young stars find themselves stranded in the heart of the Canadian wilderness. With no way home and no rescue coming, they only have one hope for survival -- each other.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane has a system. It includes a forgotten sweater.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

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    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.

    If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.

    Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-

    -only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.

    (how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Five times Scott Hunter thinks about Hollander and Rozanov together, and the one time he gets to watch.

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    04 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Scott Hunter is next door, yes?”

    “No way we're asking him for help. What would we even say? Hey Hunter, we were just fucking each other next door, and I broke my leg, and by the way, we think you're gay, so wanna help us?”

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    Ilya and Shane just spent a great night together after the All-Star Game. Life is good.

    Until Shane trips and breaks his leg, and they have to figure out what to do so he isn't found in his biggest rival's hotel room at 2 am.

    Ilya has an idea. It involves asking Scott Hunter for help.

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    04 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    Summer in Russia was never easy for Ilya. His father's insults, Alexei's never-ending greed, the secrets he had to keep - it was a heavy weight to carry.

    But now he is finally free, with a few weeks left until hockey season, and an itch to scratch. So he books a ticket to Spain, where no one cares about hockey, or who Ilya Rozanov is and who he fucks.

    Things are going well until one night, Ilya gets roofied at a gay club and is saved by none other than Scott Hunter.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Ilya sits on the hotel bed, an unlit cigarette in his mouth, and stares into nothing. He doesn’t know how much time passes this way. He doesn’t want to know. He doesn’t want anything, not really. Hollander left, taking Ilya’s ability to want anything with him. Ilya hates him for that. Still, he hates himself more.

    A thousand years later, he hears his phone vibrating in another room. Normally, he would’ve missed such a quiet noise, but not now. Not in this fucking perfectly, horribly still hotel room. Ilya hears it, but doesn’t care.

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    04 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    What if before he met Kip, Scott had already fallen in love with someone else? And what if he then had to watch that someone else making the objectively terrible decision to fall in love with his arch-rival?

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    04 Jun 2026

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