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    When eighteen-year-old omega Eddie Diaz overhears his parents plotting to marry him off and force him to give up the baby he’s carrying for adoption, he runs. Terrified but determined, Eddie finds refuge in Los Angeles with his Abuela, who gives him the kind of unconditional love he’s never known.

    He rebuilds piece by piece, balancing night classes, his growing pregnancy, and the fragile hope that his son will have a better life. When a small kitchen fire brings the 118 barreling into his world, Eddie meets Evan Buckley, a bright, charming alpha who makes him feel safe for the first time in a long time.

    What starts as friendship blossoms into something Eddie never believed he deserved: a family built on trust, healing, and love.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    This fic is also lovingly known as DILF Eddie by the OG Buddie Month Discord Server.

    Buck is forced to go on a temporary medical leave after getting crushed by a flight of stairs. In the meantime, he works at dispatch while he recovers. One evening after work, Buck hooks up with a mysterious, hot, family oriented DILF. The following morning he’s mortified and a little love sick after discovering said hook-up aka Eddie Diaz is the newest (temporary) firefighter liaison--poached from a house in El Paso, Texas. Buck navigates becoming best friends and eventually work partners with his ex-hookup. In the meantime, he desperately tries not to fall in love. He fails.

    Cue: An adorable five year old, prank wars, gay offs, break room gossip, a fake dating plot, firefighting shenanigans, a packed summer of PTA responsibilities, karaoke, and copious amounts of cupcakes and thai food

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    tldr: the hot dilf from the bar is my new work partner

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    This is my contribution to the 118 Big Bang 2024!!!

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    22 Sep 2025

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    “Eddie, you need to pull your head out of your ass!”

    Who the hell does Tommy think he is? “What the hell do you mean ‘pull my head out of my ass’?”

    “God Eddie, you are clueless. You’re in love with Evan! Everyone can see it. Hell, they probably have been waiting for you to figure your shit out for years. Everyone knows it, but you. He needs you, and if you aren't here for him, I’m going to step in, and you are going to lose him for good.”.....

    Will Eddie realize, in time, that what he's always been looking for is right in front of him? Or will he lose it all for good?
    After the death of Captain Bobby Nash, Buck is shattered and the only person there to pull him up is Tommy. The only person he feels he can lean on without burdening them while they're grieving. Tommy is safe... He's outside the circle of grief... Buck can't sleep, battling nightmares of that horrible night. Born to save someone and couldn't do that... Now he feels like he failed again...
    Tommy offers up one last chance to Eddie... Wake up or I will step up and love him in all the ways you won't
    Will Eddie realize his feelings before Tommy replaces him? Will Buck stay with Tommy even if Eddie declares his love for him?

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    22 Sep 2025

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    If Buck thought the aftermath of the lawsuit was bad, it had nothing – absolutely nothing – on the Winchesters barreling into his life, finding out the apocalypse was imminent, that his own death was a seal, and a demon hitting on him.

    He really should have realized that when an angel shows up to stop you from throwing yourself off a bridge, that it isn’t always a good thing.
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    After the lawsuit, Buck is back at work, hoping to reconcile. Only...it doesn't go as planned. His family hates him and after a lifetime of rejection it's one hit too many. Buck plans his goodbye…only a certain angel stops him, 'borrows' him, hands him the Winchester-patented starter's guide to hunting manual, and gives him purpose again. Too bad that angel was so busy saving Buck, they forgot about the goodbye letters left in the loft.
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    Buck rubbed at the bridge of his nose tiredly. "I'm pretty sure this is kidnapping."

    Dean scoffed. Sam shot him a look. "Think of it as adult babysitting."

    Gabriel waggled a bottle of top shelf bourbon from his perch on the TV stand. "With booze!"

    Right. Buck eyed his new...friend, warily. "Okay, kidnapping adjacent."

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Evan Buckley and Dean Winchester are two completely different people, who lead completely different lives, in completely different parts of the country.

    So when, due to unfortunate circumstances, they end up in each other's bodies, everyone is confused.

    But nobody is more confused than Eddie Diaz, whose best friend is acting completely different and totally weird, and no one else seems to believe him!

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    12 Jul 2025