graspthesanity
Fandoms
- Arctic Monkeys (13)
- Last Shadow Puppets (12)
- The Kills (10)
- Star Wars Sequel Trilogy (8)
- Nine Inch Nails (Band) (8)
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To Miles by graspthesanity
Fandoms: Arctic Monkeys, Last Shadow Puppets, The Kills, The White Stripes, The Strokes, Interpol (Band), The Libertines, Radiohead (Band), Vampire Weekend (Band), Lana Del Rey (Musician), Marina & the Diamonds
25 Mar 2026
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In the early XX century there had been numerous reports about "homosexual activity" going on in the US navy. To avoid this from happening and spreading a new position was created to choose young attractive men which would lure homosexuals out. It becomes a popular job among homosexual men, because in the eyes of the officials they are doing this for the benefit of the US.
But what if they never closed the job and it kept going even in the years leading to WW2 and was kept secret from the public?The following work, depicts a scenario where the job kept on going, as rumoured. It was chosen beyond the luring sailor's head. Alex happens to be one of them, as he boards the ship. It seems to be a great immunity as he can have sex with men, freely, but it becomes a Devil's Advocate job as he sends his own people just to remain safe. Every relationship becomes a pseudo one-night stand, as he starts developing feelings for his own superior, Miles and the more time passes, the more he sees his job in a different light, accepting his fate, the ship Captain he reports to and the people which worked prior to him as war slowly starts taking over, as people put his betrayal above their own.
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In the early 2000s, men joined the Army hoping to fight for their country, but is any of it worth it when your home means nothing to you? Marilyn Manson exists in the lifeless suburbs as Trent Reznor returns from Iraq looking forward to a cheap college ride.
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Knight in Shining Armour by graspthesanity
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII Remake and Rebirth (Video Games 2020-2024), Final Fantasy VII (Video Game 1997), Compilation of Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII
13 Feb 2026
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Cloud spirals with guilt, falling into things he wished Zack could've done for himself, he looses track of the present and reality. He doesn't enjoy what he's dragging himself into, but he's alive after all. Maybe he should check on Aerith at least. Drugs, crossdressing, sex and queer thinking lead to all of this now. He's the future Zack should've had.
Sequel to Damsels in Distress, what happened to Cloud and his future told in detail. Can be read separately.
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Two queer women meet in the fringes of society in Seoul, in search of the warmth their families took away from them.
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the gold by graspthesanity
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
19 Nov 2025
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Poem + Fiction.
Rey runs away from her marriage and into the arms of an old God. Can she keep up with the cult when the God is starting to get tired of it all?
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- English
- Words:
- 3,903
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Kudos:
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C. Year Zero by graspthesanity
Fandom Arctic Monkeys, Last Shadow Puppets, Marilyn Manson (Band), Mechanical Animals - Marilyn Manson (Album), Nine Inch Nails (Band), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, The Kills
24 Mar 2021
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Can be read in any order, as they are all separate novels, united by the same setting or one alone.
Choose your C. Year Zero.
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- 22,687
- Works:
- 6
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constant, like cicadas in the summer time by its_showtime
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
25 Mar 2026
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Ocelot could’ve called a taxi, could’ve stayed the night here and regrouped in the morning– the mission was ruined now anyway, so it didn’t matter if it took him a little bit to get back to his apartment. But he knew a guy who lived close by (ish) who had a truck. And maybe that person happened to be the same one he’d been pining after for almost a year, who he hadn’t seen since April and had sworn up and down that he was really, truly, over with this time, but that was just kismet.
(a sequel to it's all in my head, but i want non-fiction where we get some wires uncrossed)
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- Part 4 of make your own damn peace
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15 Mar 2026
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Cho Hyun-ju, a transgender woman struggling to live her day to day life in the marginalized streets of South Korea after inheriting a mysterious large sum of won. She meets a woman, Kim Young-mi, through a dating app, each having something the other lacks. What starts off as a purely transactional relationship between the two women slowly develops into something more that neither of them could have ever expected.
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03 Sep 2025
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Stranded in the Ashes of You by JeromeSankara
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse), Death Stranding (Video Games)
06 Dec 2024
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The world of Death Stranding is one of connections, both breaking and forming. When Leon Gunmetal’s life ends in an explosion, it begins again with Luis Virus, a BB Scientist who studies his ability to detect BTs in the form of DOOMS. Together, their connection binds them deeper than life and death itself.
And then came the next explosion.
Left stranded in the land of the living with his only connection to Luis being in his golden lighter, Leon must find a way to reunite with Luis again on the Beach. A man with a golden mask and golden words may have his answers, but at a cost.
(Death Stranding Beginner Friendly with canon divergence)
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- Part 1 of Death Stranding Serennedy AU
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- English
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- 88,813
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- 7/?
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02 Sep 2025
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Luis woke up. In a small, shabby laboratory. The harsh light from the lamps pierced his eyes, the white walls blinded his sight. Where was he? What had happened? He wanted to move, but he couldn’t. He could feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing... Yet the true question echoing in his mind was not where he was, but who he truly was? Perhaps it was this very question that lingered in his mind when the door creaked open, and a man in white entered the lab.
“Freedom, Sancho, is one of the most precious gifts that heaven has bestowed upon men; no treasures that the earth holds buried or the sea conceals can compare with it; for freedom, as for honour, life may and should be ventured; and on the other hand, captivity is the greatest evil that can fall to the lot of man.” - Don Quijote
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02 Sep 2025
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Chivalry And Love Makes Us All Equal by BeeNess
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
26 Aug 2024
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What if Leon S. Kennedy is just a little bit faster and the only reason he is still alive, is due to the parasite
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02 Sep 2025