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    In spite of all things fair, Shōko still wakes up before dawn.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    I’m aching so much

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    December was creeping its way into January the first time Junhui ever brought him up. Seungcheol doesn't remember what he was doing then, what kind of response he made to Junhui's remark: my new friend, Minghao.

    He was in love then, that he remembers.

    "Hyung." Minghao beckons from the dining room table. "The food will get cold."

    He's in love now.

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    28 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A knife would truly have been better .

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    One of these days, Soonyoung's pretty sure he's going to kill Minghao.

    Not today, not tomorrow. But definitely soon.

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    21 May 2025

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    Im eating dirt.

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    Potential exhibitionism kink aside, Gyuvin can confidently say that Shim Ricky is the hottest person he’s had the privilege of seeing.

    Gyuvin would worship like a dog at her feet if she let him.

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    02 Nov 2024

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    Oh my GODDDDDDDDDDD

  5. Public Bookmark 45

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    “It’d be your first time…” Hao pauses, tracing Hanbin’s cheekbone with his thumb. He wants to make sure he words this properly. “It’ll be your first time being on the receiving end, Hanbinnie.”

    “I know,” Hanbin says. “But I want to. With you.”

    I’ve taken so many of your firsts, Hao thinks, still rubbing figure eights on Hanbin’s cheek, and you have taken many of mine.

    Hanbin wants to bottom for the first time. He finds the courage to ask Hao, who plans to make it as lovely of an experience for Hanbin as possible.

    (Hao wants to tear Hanbin apart, peel away his layers, and play him like a violin.)

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    01 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Went crazy at this btw

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    Hao can’t help but relate to the mandarin; he too, would unravel at Sung Hanbin’s fingertips. He has before — many times, actually. But that is neither here nor there. 

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    01 Nov 2024

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    Soundlessly screaming

  7. Public Bookmark 63

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    Gyuvin really didn’t mean to start stalking the pretty boy in his math class. He didn’t mean to follow Ricky’s blond head throughout their large high school halls so he could track which classes Ricky was in and where.

    He didn’t mean to take detours to the bathroom so he could pass by Ricky’s classrooms. He didn’t mean to hurry over to Ricky’s classes as soon as the bell rang so they could ‘accidentally’ bump into each other.

    He didn’t mean to be so obvious, either.

    But neither did Ricky.

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    01 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    My heart hurts so much I want to swallow this entire fic whole

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    Ricky doesn’t answer his question, instead posing one of his own as one of Gyuvin’s hands abandons the guitar in favor of instinctively reaching for Ricky’s shoulder. “What’s your favorite song, Gyuvin?”

    The answer comes on its own, and way before Gyuvin can even think about it. “You.”

    Or: They’re both nineteen, not yet whole even if they’re close to getting there, filling the gaps in with music. Gyuvin might just prefer to be full of Ricky, though.

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    29 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cried a little

  9. Public Bookmark 89

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    someguy830: please let me hit

    someguy830: please just one chance PLEASEEEE

    urkitty: sure

    urkitty: wanna be in my next livestream?

    someguy830: what the fuck

    someguy830: fr???????????????????

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    29 Oct 2024

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    Fantastic

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Nothing ever should grow where the sun hardly dares shine.

    But the truth is as clear as day. There it is. Stamped in the look on the king’s face, mirrored in that of his crown prince’s, loud in the wake of their silent gestures, carefully tucked into the gentle caresses that they only ever share with one another, echoing in the corridors of the palace and down the eternity of time.

    Deep down beneath the earth, is love.

    (Seokmin willingly eats the seeds in this one, much to Minghao's horror.)

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    09 Jun 2024

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    :’)

  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    Minghao didn’t expect it to go this far. He didn’t want it to.

    Junhui presses hard on the hand around his throat. Minghao is caged in, the cracked stone digging into his back, and Junhui’s face is set in a hard line.

    Junhui, Minghao wants to say. Junhui, if you kill me, will you mourn?

    “Junhui,” Minghao says instead. “Have they told you my name yet? Do they remember me?”

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    08 Jun 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Teared up a little I love this so so so so so much

  12. Public Bookmark 4

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    Their bonds were nothing but mutual dislike. Transcending hatred if there's a word could convey all the swirling emotions between two. Uzuki has always had a proclivity to do what he feels is right ━ from the very beginning when he half-assedly does everything that was given. And Nagumo has always been the polar opposite who never failed to deliver. Uzuki stood far for the sake of what he believed in, and Nagumo had long attached his sense of self to be a tool. Latching his very existence to every single thing he could do.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    “Stop messing with me,” Kai demands out of the corner of his mouth. “That’s interference.”
    “Stop messing with me,” Beomgyu parrots back. “I’ll get you disqualified.”
    “I won’t stop,” Kai says fiercely.
    “Then neither will I,” Beomgyu says. “It’s fucking on.”
    “See, this is good content,” Soobin says, gleefully, opening the car door for Kai.


    Soobin challenges Beomgyu and Kai to see which of them can go the longest without jerking off. No one plays fair – including the referee.

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    20 Jan 2024

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    I

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    In another life, Kim Mingyu is a preacher. He’s got a little white chapel in a quiet little town that never sees trouble worse than one might expect from people who attend sermon every Sunday and give thanks for their bread before they break it.

    In this life, well. Mingyu reckons God had another calling for him. Or maybe, in this life he simply found another savior to let into his heart before Jesus had a crack at it.

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    In which they're a band of outlaws, and sometimes a job has to go south for everything to work out as it should.

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    11 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what a wild wild ride

  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    Minghao finds his muse. Then he finds another.

    He checks his inbox when he gets home, thrilled to see that it isn’t empty. It’s been a week of messages back and forth and Minghao is waiting for the drop off, for dollarstoresiken to realize how little he has to offer, but it hasn’t happened yet. Minghao wants it for just a little bit longer. He needs it for just a little bit longer, a need that sits behind his teeth and under his tongue, the kind that tastes foul and bitter until you adjust. It’s like red wine, he tells himself. This kind of need is an acquired taste.

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    24 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    insanity

  16. Public Bookmark 15

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    30 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH…

  17. Public Bookmark 87

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    Mingyu gets dumped by their producer, Minghao is keen on amplifying their sound and Wonwoo fears the end result.

    OR, Wonwoo falls in love with the frontman of his band while they're making their third album.

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    23 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh this was INSANE. i loved experiencing every bit of this fic

  18. Public Bookmark 59

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    Junhui laughed again. His arms were still looped around Joshua’s neck, the weight of him a warm anchor. After hours of boring, sludgy work, Joshua finally felt like himself again. Returning home was a resurrection.

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    21 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    you could kill me right now and i’d thank you, still

  19. Public Bookmark 93

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    (Do you get it now? Liquid lakes and oceans do not occupy the planet of love and desire, who burns with all of the hell we could never begin to understand—these poor and lovesick souls do not drown in the churn of salty brine—they drown in fire.)

    (You hope to god that she is braver than you: if she’s not, you might just gladly burn alive.)

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    05 Aug 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 17

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    Chaeryeong kisses Ryujin like she means it. The smoke around them is scratching her throat, the limelight melting off her thick makeup. Yet. Chaeryeong's hair is soft under her fingertip, her mouth unrelenting against hers as they share a quick breath, her fingertips resting on her neck, cool and tender. And then it's over before Ryujin can whisper you know, I think I like you and Chaeryeong tears away, blazing like a shooting star, and sings with her lipstick smudged with the remainder of their kiss.

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    22 Mar 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh my fucking god

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