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“What?”
The expression hit Yu like a truck.
Wide eyes. Tilted head. That exact same look from the photo.
For one strange second, the room overlapped with the image in his head so perfectly that it gave him genuine déjà vu.Yu stared.
Haru frowned harder. “Why are both of you looking at me like that?”
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geon has a plan. yu has no plan. haru had work... until he didn’t.
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12 Jun 2026
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The first time Jisung sees Minho in four years — the first proper time, not the glimpses during Chuseok and odd weekends here and there when he’d come down from university — he’s running his hand through his hair and looking so unbelievably beautiful Jisung almost falls off his bike.
He hasn’t spoken to Minho in a long time.
Or: in 2002, four years after Minho moved to college, four years after they stopped speaking, seven years after Jisung fell for him, twelve years since the day they met, Jisung and Minho fall in love again.
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10 Feb 2026
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Jisung knew there was something wrong with him. He had a hard enough time with platonic relationships. But faced with the idea of dating, he was even more at a loss. And when it came to his physical desires, just the concept of exploring them made him freeze up.
He wanted to do things. But if he tried to scratch the itch, it backfired on him, creating a wound instead of bringing relief. His inability to act, feel, be normal didn’t seem to be something he could overcome.
Maybe he just needed someone he was comfortable with?
Well… Han Jisung could count on his fingers the number of people he was comfortable with. But Minho was one
Or: Jisung learns about himself, his body, and his feelings for Lee Minho.
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11 Aug 2025
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After rinsing his mouth and splashing cold water on his face, Minho stared at his reflection in the mirror. Pale, tired eyes stared back, the skin beneath them shadowed and hollow, dark circles spreading like bruises. He let out a breath through his nose, but it caught halfway. His throat tightened suddenly, and for a moment, tears threatened to spill—though he couldn’t say why.
He wasn’t pregnant. He knew that. The nausea wasn’t from that.
And yet, here he was again—day after day—waking up sick, irritable, drained beyond reason, emotions fraying at the edges like loose threads.
He gripped the edge of the sink tightly. “Get it together,” he muttered under his breath. “You’re not even in pre-heat yet.”
or: After a rough heat leaves Minho at his lowest, Yongbok persuades him to try a mating cycle app to find a compatible alpha. Reluctantly, Minho gives in — but in the end, he discovers he might not have needed the app after all.
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27 Jul 2025
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I can't say the last words my mind is too dirty right now.
God please forgive me for feeling this way for a religious man.
The desire to reach over, to touch him, hit me like a wave, but I pushed it back down, trying to focus on anything else. My fingers clutched the edge of my seat, and I felt myself swallow hard, sneaking the smallest of glances at him as he drove. Everything about him, his focus, the way he held the wheel, was driving me up the wall.
I would ride him till he can't take it anymore.
Look at him, so clueless.
I wish I could say my thoughts outloud just so he knows how down bad I am for him.
He's so good looking.
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08 Apr 2025