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“Since you’re the only straight person here… if you had to fuck a guy, who would it be and why?” Hyunjin asked excitedly, his smile so big and bright Minho wasn’t sure if his eyes were even open.
Minho just barely stifled another laugh. How were they all so blind? Whatever, it wasn’t Minho’s business. Jisung was probably about to say something generic like Ryan Reynolds or something stupid and vague like Spiderman to get out of the question.
What Minho wasn’t expecting, was his actual answer.
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21 Sep 2025
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The truth is, I think I conjured you into existence. Sometimes, when our skin brushes, I instinctively pull away—reminded that you're truly here. That realization brings a wave of warmth and comfort, yet it's tangled with fear and a deep, aching sadness. It turns my stomach, leaving me bedridden at times, caught in an endless battle between the idealized version of you I crafted in my mind and the real person standing before me. I cry out, pleading for release, even as my heart continues to long for you.
The truth is, our fingers were tightly laced together… but you were never really mine to hold.How long can I keep being selfish?
How much of ourselves must be sacrificed before we finally say it's over?
When do we draw the boundary line?
And how long can a love like this truly last?or Jisung and Minho had been together for quite some time now. But as they start to live together, they slowly come to understand how real it starts to get. And reality? It is terrifying and beautiful, depending on how one views it.
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26 Jun 2025
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Jisung often dreamed in black and white. He saw keys, a stool, an empty crowd and a piano that outgrew him. And then came the colour, he supposed. Colour in purple bruises, stained bandages and red gloves that suddenly made it all better.
Or Jisung was a prodigy in a life he wanted nothing more than to forget and Minho was now the main event.
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02 Dec 2024
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He’s so happy. Jisung is so happy.
“I’m glad we found each other, you know? You’re my soulmate.”
I love you he wants to say as he looks at the moon and then back at his sun, who is already staring at him. But nothing comes out of his mouth, instead he just squeezes Minho’s hand for a second, hoping the strength of his touch carries the force of his emotions, his feelings.
And he’s sure it did, when Minho’s features soften and so much love flashes across his eyes and settles right in the crevices of his face. “Me too, Jisungie. And you are mine as well, you always have been.”
or; what being in love feels like, through jisung’s eyes
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22 Sep 2024
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Living alone with Minho used to be a thing of both fantasy and nightmare; something that Jisung both longed for and agonized over. Something he wanted, but, for a very long time, something that he also wasn’t sure he was confident about.
Now it's reality, and it's daunting, thinking about the many ways he could expose himself to Minho through living by themselves; the many new things he could possibly discover about Minho as well, good and bad. A part of Jisung knows it’s silly to think like this considering they’ve been together for five years; considering how, more than anyone, he wants to believe that he and Minho know each other inside out at this point.
“Hyung?” he calls out.
“Yeah?” Minho responds, and Jisung allows himself to relax. “Food’s here!”
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or: Jisung and Minho finally find time to savor their new living arrangement.
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- Part 6 of Feels Like This (Gravity Universe)
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25 Aug 2024