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In the wake of Seunghyun’s enlistment and the end of his tour, Jiyong finds himself transported to a future totally unrecognizable to him.
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“Just out of curiosity,” Seunghyun asks. “How many of those do you have?”
He pulls his hands away as Jiyong tilts his head back to look at him. His serene expression shifts as he gives Seunghyun a questioning look. “And by those you mean…”
Looking over his shoulder, Seunghyun points a sud-soaked finger at the three differently shaped dildos on the counter by the sink waiting to be cleaned. “The dildos. I don't think I’ve ever seen you use the same one twice.”
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“You're lying,” Youngbae scoffs. He balls up the saran wrap from his kimbap. He's briefly tempted to lob it directly into Jiyong’s smug face.
Of course, his idiot best friend has the audacity to look offended by Youngbae’s doubt. “I’m not lying! Why the hell would I lie about that!” Youngbae rolls his eyes. He's so done with this conversation. “Hyung sucked my cock in the studio last night. Seriously, ask him yourself. He’ll tell you.”
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Seunghyun plugs his wired earbuds into his laptop’s earphone jack—because he’s a good and courteous roommate—and opens his internet browser. If he remembers correctly, the guy’s screen name was “G-Dragon”, which was an obvious play on words referencing the Bad Dragon toys he used. Seunghyun snorts as he types it in. He can appreciate a good pun.
Seunghyun opens his wallet lying conveniently on the bed next to him to pull his card out, pondering the ethics of paying for and watching an anonymous friend of a friend’s porn. He could know this G-Dragon person already and he would never know, since he doesn’t seem to show his face at all, or he could be introduced to him at some point in the future and figure out the connection and that would be super awkward.
Seunghyun enters his card information and subscribes to the middle tier for monthly renewal. He’ll probably just cancel it before the end of the month.
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- Part 1 of cut to the feeling
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“How do you want me to get you off, hyung? I can keep stepping on you like this?” He suggests with a tilt of his head. A brilliant idea hits him. “I could even take the heels off and touch you with my feet?”
“You’re killing me,” Seunghyun says hoarsely. He glances away, chewing on his lower lip. Jiyong waits patiently, amused. “I do have an idea…” He trails off. He’s never been this shy about something before, and Jiyong can’t help but be a little warily intrigued. “It does involve your feet.” Seunghyun slips a finger under the strap of Jiyong’s heel.
Jiyong considers this. To him, it seems pretty straightforward. “You want me to give you a footjob?”
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“My name is Choi Seunghyun. You are really gorgeous. It makes me nervous.”
The more Jiyong thinks about it, the more he comes to the conclusion that this dude might just be a total loser. Nothing to worry about if he can’t even look you in the eye, right? Besides, it’s not like he’s ever seeing him again. Once he gets home, he’s going to take off the makeup and the dress and forget this night even happened.
He blows away the smoke into the air around them. “Kwon Jiyeon. And thanks.”
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Or Struggling to find a job, Jiyong disguises himself as a woman to work at Top Spot and, without meaning to, give the owner Stendhal Syndrome.Bookmarked by alain (haophelia)
23 Apr 2026
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What begins as a simple, joking interview question turns into an idea that gnaws at Daesung, following him home, an idea that he knows well would shake the industry and shock the minds of their fans. Daesung soon turns to his good friend and hyung, Seunghyun, an experienced man, and decides to say yes.
OR: Daesung films a porno.
Bookmarked by alain (haophelia)
23 Apr 2026
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A series of short stories set after BIGBANG, where GTOP take a break in an out-of-the-way town, to figure out what comes next.
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Bookmarked by alain (haophelia)
15 Feb 2026
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Jiyong swallows hard.
“And what can I have from you?”
“Anything you want,” Seunghyun says, stepping half a breath closer, and it’s so reckless, so stupid, going to require so much cleanup if anyone sees them like this. “Everything.”
Jiyong’s nerves burn with a sharp, dizzying edge. “I don’t think you know all that entails."
Bookmarked by alain (haophelia)
30 Dec 2025
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Being rich is depressing and keeping friendships is bothersome, so better to just end it all.
[written February 2019–April 2021]
Bookmarked by alain (haophelia)
14 Dec 2025

