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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Four souls wrapped into one tragic tale.

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    06 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    While roaming over the boy’s body, he noticed a detail he had completely overlooked before — an ugly, long scar above the boy’s kneecap. Seongje’s breath caught in his throat a little, followed by a low groan. He collected more spit on his hand, making quite a mess, but he didn’t care; suddenly a wave of heat ran through his body to finally reach his groin, making him desperate.

    His mind wandered a little because of that scar — did Go Hyuntak’s look like that too? Uneven, whitish, and hideous? Or would it be neat and surgically correct? How would it feel to trace its form with his fingertips, with his tongue? Would Hyuntak even let him touch it?

    Or, Seongje finds an adult content creator who happens to have the same scar as Hyuntak.

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    27 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    He could’ve believed he was beautiful if Seongje had stayed. Hyuntak knew that. People bloomed when they were loved, and he had been ready to bloom. But Seongje hadn’t stayed.

    . . .

    Six years ago, Seongje left Seoul—and left Hyuntak—without even a footprint to prove he had ever been there. Nobody expected him to show up again, least of all for Baekjin and Baku’s wedding.

    I can't sleep
    Homesick
    But I just wanna
    Stop right next to you

    [rm- tokyo]

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    27 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Every miracle comes with a condition: 'you’re given something, but something else is taken away'

    And Seongje couldn't be more ambitious and ask for more than he had.

    Because his miracle had already come true.

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    27 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Seongje hadn’t heard the name Go Hyuntak in five years, and he was fine with that. He had a set routine—consisting of recruiting fighters and filling a quota to keep the bettors happy—and he didn’t deviate from it. It was all perfectly fine.

    Except that he was getting a bit bored.

    So when the boy in blue starts turning up in the one spot he’d promised to never show his face, Seongje can’t refute the way his heart rate picks up in a way it hasn’t in years. But this Hyuntak isn’t the boy he once knew—and Seongje is determined to figure out what it is he’s hiding.

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    Hyuntak always shows up to the ring littered with bruises. Seongje wants to be the one to cause them for a change.

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    22 Feb 2026