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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    It hadn’t felt that long since Paul had last seen George Martin, but when he reminded his former producer of that, he was told it had been years and years.

    Paul and George Martin reunite in Montserrat after John's death.

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    25 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    1960. John and Paul go hitch-hiking together before Christmas.

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    24 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mclennon but they can’t help but fuck each other even when one of them is projectile vomiting. That's pretty much it.

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    23 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Paul doesn't want to think it, doesn't want to picture it but there it is, and he’s red and warm and uncomfortable and George is tilting his head at him, asking him what's wrong, and Paul chokes on his tongue, doesn’t know what to say. Doesn't know what is wrong.

    Doesn't know what's wrong with him.

    It's not something he's supposed to want. It's not something anyone is ever supposed to want. George Martin is like a father to him. Is old enough to be his father, nearly, by just a few years. If he’d had Paul young.

    But Paul wants him. Paul wants him all the same.

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    22 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    George sees how hard John takes Stu’s death, and makes a promise to himself to watch over him.

    It doesn’t take much watching at all before he realizes that John needs Paul, and that he’s terrified that he’s going to lose him. And Paul is completely oblivious to it.

    George comes to the conclusion that something has to be done - and then, to the conclusion that he’s going to have to be the one to do it.

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    Based on this prompt from Beatles kink meme.

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    22 Dec 2025