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This hunger buzzes across his skin, makes him feel as if there is a high pitched whine echoing in his head constantly. This hunger feels almost like panic, a need that goes beyond the physical demands of his body. A need that yearns and calls from deep within his soul.
This isn't an open chasm needing to be filled, it's a crack in a vessel. His need, sticky and viscous, leaks out. Seeping out now that he is with Jisung who he has never been afraid to show a vulnerability to, to the man who can organise his chaotic thoughts and provide words for his own emotions when the complexity of them sit outside his own understanding.
Or Minho returns home from his military service touch-starved and needing to be brought back to himself. As always, Jisung is the man for the job.
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11 Dec 2024
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“Don’t tell Chan hyung I said this,” Jisung starts, his voice a murmur, a secret between the two of them. “But I hate the new dorms.”
Minho doesn’t tell him about the dreams he has. There are things they share with each other, and things they don’t. It’s a comfortable habit, a familiar truth. Minho thinks— he thinks if he tells Jisung he dreams of a future he spends with him, it would break the habit, and it would cost him the comfort of waking up from those dreams to find Jisung wrapped in his arms.
“Yeah,” he says, because he may not share everything with Jisung, but he is not a liar, he cannot deny that he too hates them. But he can’t let them soak in the truth for too long a time either. He follows it in the same breath with, “We should get up.”
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or: Jisung keeps sleeping in Minho's bed. Minho keeps dreaming of him.
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- Part 1 of love letter
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05 Sep 2024
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“Go on a date with me,” Seungkwan says.
Vernon glances up from where he’s spreading cream cheese on half a bagel, blowing his hair out of his face so he can look at Seungkwan properly. It’s a weekend, which means no work, which means Vernon leaves his bottle of hair gel untouched on the counter and lets his hair do whatever it wants. This specific Saturday, right in that nice pocket of autumn weather that all those love songs seem to be about, there’s a single cowlick at the back of his head, and his bangs are doing that flopping thing right into his eyelashes - all boyish, and rumpled, and cute.
Seungkwan hates weekends. More specifically, he hates how much he likes Vernon’s hair on weekends.
“That’s not very romantic,” Vernon says. It takes Seungkwan a few seconds to remember what the context is. “I thought you liked roses and chocolates and stuff.”(or: seungkwan accidentally writes his own love story. vernon stares, and waits.)
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23 Aug 2024
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“Sumimasen.” A voice comes from the table next to his. The waiter turns his attention to the voice, Jisung’s eyes follow. A man sitting at the table next to Jisung’s talks to the waiter before turning to him.
“I can help you order.” The man says. In Korean. Jisung can’t help the sigh of relief that escapes him. The man laughs, clears his throat, then adds, “We could share the table. I haven’t ordered yet. We could just share and then split the bill. If you don’t mind.”
or: Jisung meets Minho in a restaurant in Osaka when his Japanese fails him and Minho helps him out. A special bond forms between them as they explore more and more of the city's famous landmarks.
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21 Jul 2024
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seungcheol comes out to the members, prompting jeonghan to reexamine his own sexuality, as well as his feelings towards cheol.
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- Part 4 of idolverse
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14 May 2024