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    A bunch of fics featuring Soukoku doing everyday, unappreciated things.

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    “I told you this was a shitty idea.”

    “Yeah, well, maybe next time you need to learn to trust me less.”

    “You want me to trust you less?” If the situation was any less severe, Dazai might’ve found the wide-eyed disbelief in Chuuya’s face funny. But it wasn’t, and it’s not.

    “When it ends up with us having to cover up a crater half the size of the moon, yes, Chuuya. I want you to trust me less.”

    (OR: Dazai’s Guide to Cheering Up an Ex-partner. Results may vary.)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Atsushi thought for all that they fight that there must be some sort of kinship there, with how Dazai had his phone held in his right hand and the palm of his left hand on Chuuya’s thigh, just on the inner curve, resting above the knee. He could pass it off as needing to retain contact to immobilize King’s ability but Atsushi wouldn’t have been inclined to believe a word he said, with how his thumb stroked a slow windscreen-wiper motion across the skin of Chuuya’s thigh. The strange, broken relationship he’d viewed over the past few hours left even more questions to be answered. Atsushi wondered if there even were answers to the questions he wanted to pose.

    In which Dazai and Atsushi work a stake-out mission at a gentleman's club and run into a familiar face neither were prepared to deal with.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    It’s common knowledge that Dazai hates Chuuya.

    He hates him so much that, if the world were to fall and Nakahara Chuuya were to die, Dazai Osamu would cease to exist too.
    He would have no reason to live.

    [5+1 Fragments of Soukoku's (shallow) bond]
    Or: After making it alive out of Meursault, Chuuya and Dazai meet one night to question their relationship.
    What they are, what they are going to be, and the depth of the (shallow) bond they share.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Power Play: The period of time for a team where they have a man advantage, usually as a result of a penalty incurred by the opposing team.

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    JJK Hockey AU

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    08 Dec 2025