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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
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    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    “Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”

    “Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”

    “Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”

    Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.

    “I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”

    Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
    One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.

    Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.

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    23 Jun 2025

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    And then, after maybe 5 minutes of silence, the vibrator shoots up to a setting at least three times as powerful as before and—

    CRACK

    Chuuya stares down at his pen in momentary despair. Even Dazai’s eyes are open slightly wider in surprise.

    Everyone’s eyes are on him now.

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    16 May 2025

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    Regulus Black felt emotions in secret. It was the only way to survive in the Noble House of Black. To display emotions was to die. He knew that. His brother did not.
    James Potter felt emotions exposingly loud. There was no way to escape the feelings seeping out of everything he said, everything he did, everything he so much as touched. It all screamed out at Regulus, asking for attention, unforgivingly there.
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    Just your casual Jegulus fanfic starting in their 5th/6th year in Hogwarts wherein Sirius is one important person without whom half of the plot wouldn't happen

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    20 Jul 2024

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    Once upon a time there was a pirate, who fell in love with a king

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    14 Jan 2024