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    Eddie squints into the bright sunlight flooding the kitchen. He’s eating a bowl of lucky charms that taste like chemicals and fake sugar and he’s not even sure he’s going to make it to the end of the first mouthful. The texture is grainy and artificially chewy and Eddie is sure he used to like these.

    Steve, the guy in Eddie’s house, sits himself opposite with neat little piles of scrambled eggs and cut fruit on his plate. He looks at Eddie, gets up again, pulls the blind just far enough that Eddie’s eyes are shaded, and then comes back to his breakfast.

    “Can I get you anything?”

    “You can get the fuck out of my house,” Eddie replies. But there’s no bite. No meaning. No energy. No anything behind the words. He’s so fucking tired and so done with it all.

    Steve carries on like Eddie hasn’t spoken, and eats his breakfast.

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    “Dang. You're looking a little…”

    “Don't.”
    “I wasn't gonna–”
    “Just shut the hell up.”

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    “It’s going to be fine,” Jack promises him, as if he can promise him that. “Flu’s not taking you down, is it?”

    “Guess it’s your job to make sure it doesn’t,” Robby replies. Despite the verbal blows Jack just aimed right into his ribs, he still feels bad for the way Jack’s face drains of color once he’s said it. “Jack—”

    “Go lay down before it starts,” Jack instructs him, and Robby recognizes Dr. Abbot taking over in more ways than one. “I’ll come check on you in an hour, alright?”

    For one more heartbeat, Jack doesn’t move. Again, Robby feels the pang down the center of his chest into his stomach that simultaneously tells him to kiss him and reminds him that he can’t.

    or: robby catches a deadly flu in the pitt while treating patients. jack is his only hope for survival.

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    The first time Jack ever calls him ‘Michael,’ Robby’s got Jack’s cock halfway down his throat, his own hand shoved down the front of the scrub pants he hadn’t bothered to take off, and a decades-old wedding photo looming behind them both.

    It shouldn’t bother him as much as it does—especially not now, especially not with Jack—but, with one little word, everything comes crashing down.

    It's been twenty years since they've met, six years since Jack's wife died, and five years since they've started whatever this is. And Robby's quickly finding out that the path forward isn't an easy one when neither of them can fully leave the past behind.

    (aka, cracking open the Abbot/Robinavitch situationship)

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