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He’d memorised them all. He’d branded the image of Dejun on his heart, and hoped it’d stay until the end of his own time.
Because if he never forgot Dejun, he’d never truly lose him.
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On nights like these, they don't set out with intention.
Sometimes, it just so happens that heaven hears regardless and sends an angel, and tonight: he’s sitting at the corner of the bar, platinum hair slicked back and a cherry pink lip-print inked pretty into the rim of the glass held between his hands.
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Dejun is even less candid with it, knows the words to play to have Sicheng’s resolve crumble .
‘Gege,’ he crawls over to the edge of the bed where Sicheng sits, ‘let’s make up for lost time, tonight.’
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But it’s three years later, so Dejun doesn’t kiss him. Dejun doesn’t crawl into his lap, and he doesn’t muffle pretty noises into Yangyang’s skin.
Dejun only makes a barely noticeable sound as he drops his gaze to where Yangyang fiddles idly with the ashtray. There’s a euphoric quiver that shoots down Yangyang’s spine when Dejun’s fingers so gently brush his skin, lingering—voice laced with the slightest disappointment as Dejun whispers,
‘You haven’t trimmed your nails in a long time.’
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private conversations (nobody has a clue) by howpay for xiaoderysintwos
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
29 Apr 2023
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And it suddenly hits him that Dejun had somehow turned this so-called sacred communication space into nothing but a private conversation between Guanheng and himself.
The only catch, being the tens of thousands of unknowing fans being let in on the conversation.
Guanheng’s heart swells. He doesn’t mind this.
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“Fair,” Yangyang laughs, endeared. “I’m not taking my fuck you back, though. Fuck you and your pretty face.”
Dejun frowns even harder at this, thick brows scrunched up comically. “Fuck you too, Yangyang. Fuck you and your pretty waist.”
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Earth is where Dejun meets Liu Yangyang.
Liu Yangyang is sixteen and eleven months and ten days (and two thousand and thirty years, to be precise) old when he bumps into an oddly-placed statue in the middle of the street leading up to his dormitory because he’d been too caught up in his WildRift game.
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“liu yangyang,” xiao dejun says, and yangyang immediately decides it’s the prettiest he’s heard his name spoken, ever. xiao dejun’s eyes sparkle as the name leaves his mouth. it does things to yangyang’s heart he won’t admit to - not now at least… hell, it’s the first day they’re meeting, for fuck’s sake. “it’s such a pretty name,” dejun says, smile bright. (the day ends with mala hotpot: dejun’s suggestion; yangyang’s treat - neither of them question it) -
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“Have you seen Raiden-hyung?” Dejun asks, laughing, dizzy. “He’s a good fuck because he’s so fucking big, Heng-ah.”
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Whenever Guanheng gets asked typical interview questions like, “What’s your favourite time of the day, and why?” People usually expect the answer to come as something like, “Night-time, because that’s when I finally get to relax, do what I enjoy doing, and rest.” So, it comes as obvious surprise to the host when Guanheng replies without much hesitation,
“Mornings.”
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'when a bottom has a fever their hole is incredible… shit be boiling your dick like a 7/11 hotdog'
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‘Sheesh,’ Dejun laughed, then rolled over and covered his face with another magazine. ‘Could have put it another way, but fair enough. Here’s one,’ Dejun chucked a random copy into Guanheng’s lap, ‘–as a thanks for always entertaining my dumb suggestions and not complaining once.’
‘Nah,’ Guanheng tossed it back, and it landed on Dejun’s tummy. Their uniforms were still wet with rain. Made them translucent, and through Dejun’s schooltop Guanheng could see a tiny hint of a deep rosy-pink, where Dejun’s nipples rose, hard against the thin material. That itself turned Guanheng on way more than any of the well-endowed models posed in all sorts of lewd positions and skimpy lingerie pictured in the magazines scattered all about their sheets–
but that, Dejun didn’t have to know. ‘I’m not interested.’
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‘Actually, Dejun.’ Yangyang interrupted. ‘They can stay. I just remembered they’re adults. Two in cat years equals to twenty-four in human years–’
‘And why the fuck would you want them to stay you fucking pervert–’
‘Okay fine, Dejun orders all cats out of the room right now!’
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It definitely wasn’t Kun’s fault that when he finally returned to their shared room after a long day of school, all stressed and tired out, and he’d kissed Guanheng dearly as they drifted off to sleep – that the only thought on Guanheng’s mind,
was how much he wished he’d tasted of sweet cherries instead.
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‘So, you’re the snitch,’ Jaehyun smiled threateningly enough as he crowded the smaller boy’s body further up against the locker room’s rough concrete walls—Xiaojun, his name tag read— ‘Tiny little thing.’
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Blessed Twenty-Second birthday once again, Dejun.
Tonight I so happened to see a falling star, and made sure to wish upon it. And I know just this much: I’ll be there, holding you through the night as you turn Twenty-Three.
(or; fourteen letters and a diary entry)
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Dejun never asked for anything. He always put things so sweetly and politely. It didn’t fucking matter that the seafood buffet set was by far the priciest on that menu - the way Dejun’s pretty, pretty eyes had glittered with a golden sparkle when he’d mentioned how he hadn’t eaten good seafood in a long time - was enough to have him footing the bill in a heartbeat.
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The cat ears go crazy when Yuta parts his cheeks and rubs a wet finger to his rim.
‘Oh, I think he likes that.’
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‘This,’ Dejun whispered against the red-hot shell of Guanheng’s ear, and then he’d paused,
So Guanheng’s head spun madly, and it was like his heart had seized in his chest, waiting,
‘Is something I want to do.’
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Came in for some league, left with two orgasms. Thank you djxiao_88 and friend. 10/10 extremely satisfied customer.
Oh, this Twitch account was definitely going to mysteriously disappear within the next 24 hours.