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    Before Shane and Ilya are out Montreal plays Ottawa and Shane has a bad panic attack before the game. Hayden's solution is to take Shane to Ilya in Ottawa's locker room for Ilya to help Shane calm down.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “And I know why you said it too,” he added quickly.

    The feeling of impending danger in Hayden’s stomach deepened.

    “And why was that?”

    “Because you found out Shane is gay and you’re trying to use it against him to win games!”

    A pause.

    Rozanov blinked and then had the decency to at least look a little bewildered before laughing out loud.

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    Hayden gets the wrong idea about some of Ilya's on-ice dirty talk and accidentally turns the Montreal Voyageurs into anti-homophobia crusaders.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is the last to know. Which, he thinks, is not surprising given the circumstances. But as he makes his way to the Boston airport, with nothing but a few random clothes in a duffel bag, a pack of cigs, and his passport gripped in his sweaty, shaking hands, this will be the last time he’s not the first to know.

    Or, Shane tries to come out to Hayden on his own terms about being gay (which he takes fine) and Ilya (which he does not), and Shane gets hit by a car.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Hayden, what do you think was happening back there?”

    “Rozanov was having dinner with Yuna.”

    “No, I mean, why do you think Rozanov was in my parents’ house?”

    Hayden’s look of pity(?) only increased. “Oh buddy. Of course you wouldn’t see what’s going on. Why would you? You always think the best of your family.”

    “Just answer the question.” Shane was too drained to figure out what Hayden was getting at.

    “I’m so sorry, Shane, but Ilya Rozanov was seducing your mother.”

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    Or: Shane and Hayden go to see Shane's parents, when Rozanov is there, Hayden jumps to a very wrong conclusion.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane is stooped over to strap on his shin guards when his phone buzzes once in Hayden’s hand.

    He doesn’t mean to tap the notification.

    And oh god, does he wish he could un-tap the fucking notification.

    Because why the fuck has Lily, Shane’s mysterious Boston hook-up of several years (no matter how fervently he denies it), sent him a picture of a fucking sonogram.

    Black and white, blurry, and undeniably baby-shaped.

    Ilya makes a joke, Hayden breaks Shane’s phone, and a comedy of errors ensues.

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    13 Jun 2026