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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    It happens in a fraction of a second. David rolls his eyes playfully, in a way he has done a thousand times before. With that, he reaches out for Shane’s cheek—for a playful shove, Ilya will realise much later.

    He does not think. One moment he’s sitting on the couch, the next he’s standing before Shane with his hands held in front of his face, shielding him from a blow that does not come.

    Or the one where Ilya deals with childhood trauma, and comes to realize that not all families are the same.

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    22 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    4 times Ilya notices Shane seeking deep pressure but doesn’t understand + 1 time he learns to give it to him.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya gets a surprising call from none other than Hayden Pike saying something is wrong with Shane and no one really knows why. Ilya drops everything to go help him because, he does know. And it's all his fault.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    It's been a long day. A good day for the most part...all things considered. But that's kind of the problem. Because once Shane's parents leave after coming for dinner, he finally lets himself consider all the things that have happened, and will happen, and might happen for him and Ilya.

    The panic attack he didn't quite have at his parents dining room table hits him like a ton of bricks, and poor Ilya is the unfortunate bystander.

     

    [Takes place later in the evening, the day Shane and Ilya get caught].

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    20 Jan 2026

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    His eyes lock in on Shane in the centre of the room, face still beautiful despite all the bruising that paints the underneath of his eyes and those perfect freckles. His arm is in a sling and one half of his chest beneath the hospital gown seems to be bandaged- Ilya imagines it could've been worse. But he doesn't really want to imagine it.

    Shane is grinning at him dopily. Ilya traces his eyes to the bag of fluids being pumped into his... friend. Yeah, painkillers, that checks out. Ilya's kneejerk response is to smile right back, which is probably stupid, but his heart is still pumping like he's run a marathon. So.

    The second thing he notices as he basically crashes into the room, is that they are very much not alone.

    A pretty woman, Yuna Hollander, if he had to guess- sits at Shane's bedside, staring at Ilya like she's not quite sure he isn't some strange hallucination. Like maybe her son isn't the only one with a head injury right now.

    "Hello..? Can I help you, Rozanov?"

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    Or, a canon-divergence to the hospital scene, where Shane's mother is in the room when Ilya comes in.

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    19 Jan 2026