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    This might be the first time Peter’s ever noticing it.

    Everyone assumes Wade's incessant talking is a distraction tactic, or a form of torture, or simply to be a brat, even once the threat has been neutralized and they’re all winding down. But it isn’t. Peter recognizes it because he has the same thing, just presents in different ways.

    It’s anxiety.

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    [or, five times peter recognizes and helps wade with his anxiety, and one time wade does the same for him, even if it looks a little different.]

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    23 Apr 2025

  2. Rec 49

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    Wade is certain Peter Parker is dating Spider-Man. He’s also certain Spider-Man is abusing him. Wade makes it known how Not Okay with that he is.

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    30 Nov 2024

  3. Rec 15

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    "Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing."

    Wade and Peter have dinner reservations at 8; it's a date.

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    24 Sep 2024

  4. Rec 85

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    Wade pauses mid-sentence, catching Peter’s gaze. There’s something in the way Peter’s looking at him, something warm, like he’s memorizing every inch of Wade’s face. It's not the first time he's noticed, but it feels heavier now. A different kind of weight.

    { Soft. }

    When did this happen? When did they go from just patrol buddies, just two idiots in masks, to this? Wade’s eyes flick to the TV, but his thoughts don’t follow. What is this, anyway? Best friends? Shower buddies?

    Peter saved his life once, when they met for the first time. Wade’s died a hundred times, and none of them ever mattered as much as that one time Peter showed up. Why? And why does his dying affect Peter so much, when he knows he’ll just wake right back up? Why does Peter look at him like Wade’s the one thing in the world he can’t afford to lose?

    Would he do anything for Peter? The answer comes without hesitation: yes. Anything. Wade would go anywhere, fight anyone, break anything, and he wouldn’t even ask why. Why does this nerd in red and blue spandex make him feel like this? He’s Deadpool.

    Peter’s eyes flick back up to Wade’s face, and Wade’s brain short-circuits for a second.

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    24 Sep 2024

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    “What makes you such an expert?” Peter challenged.

    “Oh, trust me, baby boy. I can read you like a book. It’s like I’m crawling through that cute nerdy brain of yours, plunging inside of you—“

    “Wade,” Peter warned.

    “Inside of your mind. You didn’t let me finish.”

     

    Or Peter submits to the mortifying ordeal of being known and Wade shares his (alleged) expertise with Spidey impersonators.

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    03 Sep 2024