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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ashton looks neither of those things as he toes off his shoes and removes his cardigan. The heat in his eyes is so potent Calum’s heart rate speeds up instantly, hands wet and not from his shower. And yet there’s a nervous streak to the way Ashton stands, guard down in a way that’s obviously uncomfortable, like he’s expecting Calum to go sit down on the bed and turn on the TV.

    Truthfully, it’s what Calum should do. He’s been aching to talk to Ashton all day, and he knows what he needs to tell Ashton is that it was fun, it was fucking mindblowing, but it can’t happen again. To preserve their friendship so that there’s no chance it gets tainted by potentially ugly situations, but most importantly, to preserve his own heart.

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    It's not smart to start a friends with benefits arrangement with your best friend and bandmate who you're in love with, but love isn't about being smart, is it?

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    06 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    His band, being in his band and touring with his band was something that had always brought Calum comfort and stability.

    But this tour was different, because having three little kids on Tour changes a lot.
    On top of that, this was the first time he was single and on tour in years.

    Calum was lonely and lost, trying to find his place in life again in the chaos that was the biggest world tour they had ever done and found himself leaning on Ashton more than he ever had before.

    And ultimately, Calum was completely blindsided by the avalanche of feelings this new situation triggered.

    (Updating Wednesdays! :) )

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    25 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    With three years of friendship under their belts, that’s countless moments stowed away for Calum to use as fuel for his blog, especially when he gets submissions about anything to do with love.

    He’s sure he doesn’t love Luke; his adoration is nothing more than a product of all the time that they spend together, but that doesn’t stop him from wondering what things would be like if they were more than just roommates.

    Living with Luke (and Ashton and Michael) is probably going to be the death of him.

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    How do I get away when you're begging me to stay?

    Where Calum has a crush and Luke wants to explore his sexuality

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    16 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    *Complete*

    When Luke, a critically acclaimed, award-winning actor, and Calum, a childhood star turned Hollywood success are cast as co-stars in an upcoming feature film, everything changes.

    Once the lines between reality and acting blur, there's nowhere to run.

    Companion Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Lday6swYktSU86lDCr9Ub?si=ahwh-bviQ56o3DVA4WHhnQ&pi=KN72cqKxSYaZ8

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    26 Jun 2026