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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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30 Jul 2025
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“How could you leave me like that? Do you know what it was like? What I went through?” Felix screamed.
He couldn't look him in the eye, couldn't look any of them in the eye.
“We always talked about leaving together, getting safe together, being TOGETHER. Yet you left me behind. Left me behind like I was nothing, merely sap on your fur that you couldnt wait to be rid of. Well good job, because now I want absolutely nothing to do with you. I hate you.”
He didn't look up as he fled through the front door, unsure if he would ever be returning.
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Used to helping and saving hurt wolves in their forest Jeongin and Felix never expected to save someone who would completely turn their safe, boring lives upside down.
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12 Mar 2025
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Prince Lee Felix is the Sunshine Kingdom’s perfect emblem, but beneath the golden facade lies a victim of control and torment. Forced into another engagement and trapped by his cousin Jiho’s unsettling obsession, Felix struggles to maintain his will to live. With his every move dictated by others, his only rebellion lies in self-destruction. When his engagement is revealed to be with the marital Prince of Artevmia, Felix’s carefully constructed dollhouse begins to deteriorate. And maybe, just maybe, he finally breaks free from his strings.
Or: Felix has to fight hard to survive the life he lives. with his new partner, everything gets much more bearable.
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19 Feb 2025
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The lives of eight men from all over the world are suddenly tangled when one day they are visited by an apparation. What initially seems like a crazed vision from exhaustion (or a stroke of inspiration, depending on who is asked) turns serious when they start experiencing and feeling each other's thoughts and actions. The undeniable connection may well be the best thing to have happened to each of them.
Or the one with WIP title SenStrAte Kids: where the boys are sensates and navigate through difficulties in their own lives as well as in the sensate scene. (You don't need to have seen Sense8 to read this.)
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09 Feb 2025
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But despite the beauty of Hyunjin’s features, Felix’s skin prickled with a wave of goosebumps when he saw the dark look Hyunjin had fixed him with.
Felix’s voice trembled slightly when he spoke, and his sentence sounded more like a question. “Um, hi. I have... a coffee for you.”
Hyunjin’s glare only intensified as he pressed the button on his phone set, leaning over to it slightly. “Send me Minho. Now.”or
When Lee Felix lands his dream job, he’s hopeful to finally break into the world of high fashion; while his distant boyfriend barely notices, his supportive new colleagues are everything he could have ever hoped for. The only problem is the company’s impossibly handsome CEO, Hwang Hyunjin, who seems to hate Felix with everything he has in him.
DISCLAIMER: ALL ABUSE TAGS ARE NOT BETWEEN HYUNLIX
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24 Oct 2024