constantstateofconfusion (inmydaydream)
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Neil and Kevin are safe now. They've clawed themselves out of the clutches of House Moriyama with the scars and notoriety to prove it. They've got paint and cameras and a home and each other, but something is maybe, sorta, kinda missing. Figuring out how to be happy is hard - even when you have all the things you never thought you could. They're fine, though. Really.
Then Andrew stumbles into their life, and well, their world is turned upside down.
Neil is never, ever going to let Kevin go, but what if there's room for...more?
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26 Feb 2025
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The Monsters are supposed to perform their set in a few days, but Aaron, their bassist, has come down with a nasty bout of the flu.
Neil wants to play bass.
Andrew wants to figure him out.
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or: monsters band!au with the cafe worker neil!Bookmarked by constantstateofconfusion (inmydaydream)
23 Dec 2024
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Neil has ideas about what constitutes as being romanced. Andrew educates him.
Basically, what would have happened in No straighter path than to struggle if Neil hadn't gotten sick. A standalone, no reason to read that.
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26 Nov 2024
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Hiraeth by cherrywhiskey
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Jan 2023
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Hiraeth (Welsh): A deep homesickness; an intense longing for something irretrievably lost.
"And what becomes of us? The likes of me?"
Lan Zhan shrugs. "They just have to be loved till they learn to believe," he says, looking straight into Wei Ying's eyes, as if it's only the most blatant truth, as if he has no reason to avert his eyes, as if it really is just that simple.
"The likes of you."
The Jiang Tech prodigy falls into an arrangement of mutual bedroom favours with his so-called nemesis, the second Lan heir, assuming the odds against them are high enough for complications like feelings to never rear their head. It takes a particularly wretched intervention for him to realize just how naive he had been.
OR: same old finding love, losing it, and getting it back.
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18 Nov 2024
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Just Let Go (You Want Me) by MajiLovePrincess for HelleborianGirl
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
02 Nov 2024
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“Typical,” Wei Wuxian said scornfully. “Always a word of complaint. Never a solution. I should have known. Even during the war you hated me. Why should that change now?”
Lan Wangji’s chest squeezed tight. “That isn’t—“
“Isn’t what? True?” Wei Wuxian laughed. “I have corrupted you enough already, Lan Wangji. Do not start lying now.”
He growled, stepping closer. “I do not hate you. I will not see innocents suffer.”
“And yet you won’t help me.” Wei Wuxian leaned into his space, and Lan Wangji’s back brushed the hard wood of the desk.
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Another day, another argument, but Lan Wangji and his husband find a way to work through their differences.
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10 Nov 2024
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never knew i needed a topxian vampire witch fic until i read this masterpiece but now you will have to pry this fic from my cold dead hands