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  1. Rec 16

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    He can’t think about Ryan between his thighs, squeezing his hips, pinning him to a mattress. He can’t think about Ryan’s warm eyes going dark, that face that gets so flushed with pleasure.

    He can’t think about Ryan not wanting to say it on camera. Because if it didn’t mean anything, if it was easy, he could say it. He could say the words and move on. The way he just told a woman exactly how he’d take her out – cooking for her, taking her dancing, calling her mama, staring into her fucking eyes, and how it didn’t mean anything at all.

    or: Oliver's left feeling some kind of way after a particular interview during the 2025 Disney/ABC upfronts

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    16 Feb 2026

  2. Rec 25

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    “I can still sleep on the couch,” Oliver offers softly.

    “No, you can’t.”

    It’s been in the back of his mind since the lobby – the one bed – waiting for this moment. They’re both too tall for the chair-and-a-half, especially with Oliver’s bad leg, and a King-sized bed is big enough for two. It has to be.

    or: Ryan and Oliver get stuck overnight in Nashville because of the weather and there's only one bed. Oh no.

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    16 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 32

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    And maybe it’s exhaustion from hours upon hours on the road, and patchwork sleep that never got deep enough to even matter, or too much shitty coffee and gas station food. Or maybe it’s the fact that they didn’t bother to turn on the lights when they walked in, and the shadows are always kinder, combined with Buck sounding so earnest, and maybe a little bit heartbroken. But no matter the reason, Eddie can feel his anger draw back slowly, like the ocean pulled by the tide.

    “I know, okay?” Buck breaks the silence again, cutting Eddie off before he can open his mouth. “I know it’s stupid. We had a good time, we had fun, that’s – that’s all it was supposed to be, right? A getaway. I know this last year changed things. We can’t just go back. I–I–I know that. It’s just sometimes I –”

    His voice breaks. Eddie can almost picture the fragments of it hitting the floor.

    “Sometimes I’m wondering if I still even have a best friend or –”

    Eddie winces. “Of course you still – Jesus Christ, Buck.”

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    Forced into a hundred and thirty cubic feet of space for a thirty-hour drive – something’s gotta give.

     

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Rec 68

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    Somehow, Buck has Eddie’s lip print on his cheek. Eddie has marked Buck as taken and his, and oh. This is what Buck wants. He can’t walk around with a hickey on his neck, no matter how much he wants to (and god does he want to). But this could scratch the itch, allow Buck to feel claimed, to feel like Eddie’s being a little possessive, while maintaining secrecy. He can wipe off the lip balm where Eddie’s lips branded him and pretend like they’re best friends and nothing more.

    Honestly? It’s so hot.

    or, Buck wants to be marked by Eddie so badly; Eddie obliges with lip balm, lipstick, and hickeys. They fuck about it.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”

    Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”

    There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:

    “It meant something.”

    There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.

    “I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”

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    Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.

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    28 Jan 2026