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“If I had,” Chris lingers on the words, watching Eddie intently through the screen, “If I had conditions?”
Eddie feels his stomach knot up. It’s the first time Chris has ever alluded to a willingness to come home. Usually he just shoots Eddie down with a flat “I know” before hurrying off the call. Eddie Diaz will be damned before he lets this chance slip through his hands.
“Anything,” his voice rings with desperation in his own ears, “Whatever you need to feel ready to come home. If I can make it happen, I will.”
Chris eyes him, young face serious as a judge presiding over trial. An apt comparison because only Chris could condemn or parole Eddie. His fate is in his son’s hands so completely that if he was going to therapy, Frank would probably be concerned. Finally, Chris opens his mouth and says something so earth shattering as to crack the foundations of his father’s mind.
“Marry Buck,” Chris says firmly.
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22 Nov 2025
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“You know…” Buck starts, leaning forward to place a tentative hand on Eddie’s shoulder. “This doesn’t change a thing between us, Eddie.”
“Why not?” Eddie blurts out before he’s able to stop himself. He wishes he was more flexible so he could shove his foot in his mouth and never talk again.
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Eddie comes out, sort of, and everything stays the same until it doesn’t.
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28 Jul 2025
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Eddie thinks it’s a little ironic that he started to realize that he was gay thanks to a priest and a juice bar. It sounds like the start of a bad joke that ends with him running away after kissing his best friend.
Or: Eddie kisses Buck after their kitchen fight in 8x17 and deals with the fallout of deep-rooted internalized homophobia.
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- Part 1 of glazedmercury’s bthb
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22 Jun 2025
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He saw what Tommy must have seen, Buck who was so obviously jealous of them. Buck who always defaulted to Eddie’s side. Buck who asked Tommy to move in despite wanting Eddie to go to the stupid basketball game with him a few hours earlier.
My attention?
You can take Eddie if you want.
I’m not your last.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh no.
Oh fuck.
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After Buck gets dumped, he remembers he agreed to go to Abby's wedding with a date. Eddie steps up and pretends to be his boyfriend. All hell breaks loose.
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11 Nov 2024
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“Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”
Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.
“That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.
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or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.
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24 Apr 2024