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Can't stop running from myself by iswearimtrying
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, Block B (Band)
07 Nov 2023
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Jiho kept fucking up, what else was new? His relationship was over, he was failing uni, and his numbers in track were getting worse. But caught in his latest mistake he had nowhere else to go.
Ending up as Jungkook's roommate might be the only thing going right for him, if only Jiho would see it that way.
Major block with the other fic. Have this half-ass fic i've been working on for a while as well. Just wanted to push past my anxiety and post this now before i lost the nerve.
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I just had a lot of feelings after listening to Jimin sing Lie and equating it to my own struggle with an eating disorder.
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“You’re staring,” Malfoy says.
“I’m not.” Harry is. He just - he can’t see it.
“You can’t see it yet, Potter.” Malfoy sounds miffed.
“I’m not trying to,” Harry lies, finally tearing his eyes away; he looks out the window in a desperate attempt to get a single thought into his head that isn’t what the fuck.
“Look,” Malfoy says. “It’s not like I’m telling you that you have to be a part of its life. I only-”
“How do you know it’s mine?” The question is out of his mouth before Harry can think better of it, and he immediately regrets it because of the way Malfoy’s face shutters, turns cold.
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13 Apr 2026
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After leaving Hogwarts, Harry and Draco face an uncertain future, raising Scorpius and dealing with the wizarding world's reaction to their situation. Sequel to Arms Wide Open: Hogwarts.
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12 Apr 2026
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Harry did not expect his Eighth Year to involve any more investigations of abandoned bathrooms. Nor did he expect to come across Draco Malfoy there, alone, bleeding and in late-stage labor.
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- Part 1 of Arms Wide Open
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12 Apr 2026
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Draco had to marry Potter to stay out of Azkaban. Narcissa told him he’d be safer there. But he doesn’t know what Potter expects from him - this marriage is nothing like he had been prepared for. Potter’s acting kindly, and he knows it’s all a trick. He’s just about coping, but trying to keep Potter happy becomes more important than ever when he realises he’s carrying the man’s child.
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09 Apr 2026
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Jeongguk is 15 years old when Bangtan Sonyeondan debuts.
“Soooo? Who’s your favourite?” Binna-noona will eventually ask in a smoky little bbq joint, meat sizzling on the grill between them.
His ears will burn as he fumbles with the photobook in his suddenly-sweaty hands. He doesn’t know how to answer. He loves them all. They just mean so much to him. They inspire him like no one else does.
“I- uh. Like all of them, I guess,” Jeongguk will mumble, because how is he supposed to explain that they’re the reason he still dances. They’re the reason he still sings. He owes them so much, and he’s never even met them.
--Or, several years after Bangtan Sonyeondan disbands, Jeongguk chances upon Kim Namjoon on the street, walks straight into an oncoming bus, and wakes up in the past, three years before Bangtan Sonyeondan debuts.
What else is he supposed to do, besides stop them from ever disbanding?
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02 Apr 2026