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Can't stop running from myself by iswearimtrying
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, Block B (Band)
08 Nov 2023
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Jiho kept fucking up, what else was new? His relationship was over, he was failing uni, and his numbers in track were getting worse. But caught in his latest mistake he had nowhere else to go.
Ending up as Jungkook's roommate might be the only thing going right for him, if only Jiho would see it that way.
Major block with the other fic. Have this half-ass fic i've been working on for a while as well. Just wanted to push past my anxiety and post this now before i lost the nerve.
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I just had a lot of feelings after listening to Jimin sing Lie and equating it to my own struggle with an eating disorder.
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TW: explicit descriptions of anorexia nervosa.
Remus has abandoned the wizarding world in favour of a muggle life, and he now leads a solitary existence, battling with both mental health struggles and questionable friendships. The marauders, that have spent the better part of the last year convinced he was a death-eater, seem to find their way back to him.
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Miscommunication trope to the highest degree available, and sick people hurting each other because they don't know any better.
** I update whenever, not according to a schedule. Comments are appreciated!! :)
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26 Nov 2025
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Merlin is doing just fine. He eats three meals a day, studies everyday and for once isn’t isolating himself. He’s a university student, studying history in London - a dramatic shift from the village that he grew up in where everyone knew each other and lived below the poverty line - and academically he’s thriving. The last time he was in the hospital was two years ago and he’s now sitting at an average BMI.
Or Merlin finds himself relapsing and Arthur Pendragon is the boy he’s tutoring
Whumptober day 26 and 29: Relapsing and faintingSeries
- Part 10 of Whumptober 2025
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12 Nov 2025
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The FBI's Most Wanted by SeaFlowerLily
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Criminal Minds (US TV)
14 Jul 2025
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Reid has a habit of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
What begins as a routine case quickly escalates when the BAU crosses paths with a pair of serial killers thought to be long dead. Reid’s worst nightmares seem to be coming true when he’s kidnapped once again by dangerous murderers. Especially when the Winchesters’ friend, a self-proclaimed angel, shows up to keep an eye on him.
It's Tobias Hankel all over again.
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09 Oct 2025
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Unsub: Winchester by maraudersmqry
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Criminal Minds (US TV)
21 Jun 2025
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The murders are unlike anything the BAU has faced—victims exsanguinated with surgical precision, bodies flayed open as though by claws too large for any known predator, lungs filled with water miles from the nearest source. Each scene is a contradiction of nature, brutal enough to suggest something feral. Or worse—inhuman.
At the center of the chaos is a name: John Winchester. A former Marine, a man who’s been off-grid for years—and who appears near every crime scene, then vanishes without a trace. But it’s his sons the team finds first: two minors living alone in a rundown motel, resourceful, guarded, and clearly hiding something.
The deeper the BAU digs, the less sense the evidence makes. Folklore seeps into the case. Surveillance footage defies logic. And the boys? They aren’t just surviving the impossible.
They’re preparing for it.
Because monsters aren’t real.
Until they are.
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09 Oct 2025
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Ships in the Night by inkandpaperqwerty
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Criminal Minds (US TV)
18 Jun 2025
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“Dude, has this ever happened before? Like, in the history of hunting, ever?”
“I’m sure it has, Dean. It probably just wasn’t recorded, for good reason.”
That's the conversation Hotch wakes up to, soaked in blood and barely conscious on the floor. He doesn't remember how he got there, and he doesn't recognize the voices, but he's about to pass out, and all he can do is hope things are better when he wakes up.
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09 Oct 2025