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“I’m staying on this side of the door,” Neil says. “Andrew, if I leave you alone, I need to know you’re safe.”
He’s not relapsing tonight. That would be too fucking easy. So fucking easy that Andrew wishes that was the problem. The real problem is an inherited sickness he was condemned with when he wasn’t yet old enough to understand that that kind of love isn’t love. Yet it would sound like a lie if he confesses he doesn’t want to want to relapse anyway. So instead he says, “You’re not safe with me.”
Or Andrew has a nightmare and decides they need to break up; but Neil isn’t going to let him spiral.
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What Is It To Truly Lose Control? by BisexualChaosDemon
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Sep 2024
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Most of the Foxes still think Andrew is a monster, or a sociopath, but Neil knows better. He knows that Andrew cares deeply about a handful of people but struggles more than he will ever admit with that fact.
The thing is, despite Andrew’s commitment to apathy and to denying that he cares about anything, he is often self-sacrificing in his efforts to protect the people he cares about. As Aaron’s trial approaches, Neil gets the sick feeling that Andrew’s self-sacrificing streak is going too far.
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He saw the duffel.
It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.
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When Harry Potter unintentionally severs their soulbond before it can fully form, Draco Malfoy resigns himself to a slow death and decides not to burden Harry with a soulmate he's made it very clear he doesn't want.
He's never been selfless before, but for Harry, he can try.
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Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.
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