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Jungkook's being picked to train alongside one of Seoul's best choreographers and he should feel honored. He knows this. It's hard to feel that way all the time, though, when you're constantly having to hide things from the rest of the members and the company. When you're having to fight through every dance practice and come back to the dorm like nothing is the matter.
Sometimes Jungkook wishes the universe would just swallow him up. Maybe then he wouldn't have to deal with this anymore.
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Let's Get Away On A Roman Holiday by itsonmymind
Fandoms: Shawn Mendes (Musician), One Direction (Band)
18 Nov 2018
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Shawn and Niall escape to Australia for some platonic downtime. It doesn't stay that way for long.
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He hasn't been willing to give a real committed relationship a chance in so long, but Louis is starting to make him question his decision.
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They all saw it coming they just never knew when.
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“Because,” Jongho hisses. “He's my ticket out of here.” Hongjoong freezes. He knows Jongho means out of this life. The strip club. The sex work. All of it. “Please,” Jongho says again. “If you've ever cared about me, please help me get this.”
Or, Choi Jongho is a stripper with his eyes set on freedom. Song Mingi is a mafioso trying not to give into temptation.
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- Part 1 of I desire the red sun (that is you)
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13 Nov 2025
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"None of it changes the fact that things between you and San would have been easier if I'd just gotten out of the way," Yeosang counters.
"You weren't in the way!" Wooyoung shouts, tugging on San's arm as he gestures angrily. "I was in love with you. San was in love with you. We're still in love with you. You always try to put yourself last because you think you deserve it, but how do you think it makes us feel when you do that?"
Yeosang blinks in stunned silence, his mouth hanging open. "I, I don't..."
"This relationship isn't 'Woosan plus Yeosang,'" Wooyoung says curtly. "It's Woosansang. Or Sansangwoo or what the fuck ever. You're an equal part in this. You're literally in the middle of it because you fell in love with both of us before we even met each other."
"And also we want you there," San adds softly.
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San kisses Yeosang on stage on Sunday.
Wooyoung bites San on stage on Monday.
This is what happens in between (and after).
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16 May 2025
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Seonghwa explores and questions his sexuality while enjoying a weekly bonding session with his roommate Hongjoong.
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08 Dec 2024
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There are a lot of problems with being in love with Mark Lee. Four are more important than the rest:
1. Mark Lee doesn’t know his limits.
2. Mark Lee is stubborn.
3. Mark Lee is straight.
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12 Nov 2024
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A conversation with a rookie idol sets Kibum down a path of no return—and encourages him to take the next step in his relationship with Minho.
A story about what we owe our younger selves and each other.
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27 Sep 2024