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  1. Rec 4

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    Noelle photoshops a picture of her and Kris hugging, then reflects on how pathetic this is, her current "relationship" with Kris, and how to potentially fix it.

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    16 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This one hurts in all the right ways.

  2. Rec 9

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    Noelle and Kris decide to 'practice' kissing together 'for Susie'. It immediately goes beyond that.

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    16 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A nice satisfactory release for any heavy yearnfics that tug at my heart strings <3

  3. Rec 9

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    Day 2: Love Language

    Noelle Holiday loved touch. She couldn’t imagine a world without it.

    The same couldn’t be said for her best friend.

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    01 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The desire to be trusted with something as intimate and vulnerable as touching one another. Something that seems so pedestrian, it doesn't cross your mind. And then you're wrapped up with one another and it clicks in your head how special of a feeling this is.

    Aren't you so lucky?

  4. Rec 11

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    Noelle stared into the toilet, the orangish yellow vomit filling it a common sight. She just sat there in front of it. Staring.

    Then, with a speed that made her have to clutch the sink for support, she got up. Her phone screen stared daggers at her. She opened the messaging app again, making sure the message was real.

    At 8:30 PM, two hours ago, Susie had texted, ‘Kris tried to kill self’ then ‘On way to hospital’

    Noelle looked into the mirror— into her blood red eyes. The eyes Kris— no, it gave her.

     

    Essentially, Kris tries to kill themself, and Noelle refuses to let them face it alone.
    I kept it pretty light with the suicide attempt part of it, but it's still addressed in fic. I don't think it deserves a graphic depictions of violence, because it's only a bit of internal dialogue and some external dialogue, and no actual like actions.

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    31 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Something about this one is getting to me. How to blame something you weren't able to directly see. How to believe that the person in front of you wasn't the one to actually hurt you. It's an interesting feeling, isn't it?

  5. Rec 40

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    Something in this space between her and Kris has shifted— an old fracture testing the tension of new bone tissue. It's just seven days. One hundred and sixty-eight hours. Really, that's no time at all, but it hasn’t been just her and Kris since they were children, back before everything went wrong. Since then, there has always been some outlying third factor: Susie, or Dess, or the SOUL, or the distance between them.

    They're inches away, hands close enough that she can feel the heat radiating off their skin, and she doesn't know how to close the space.

     

    (or: one week and five dates where noelle tries to define what she and kris are.)

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    31 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    What are we to each other?

    Does it matter?

    If it matters to you, then I'll say it.

    I love you.