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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is called to the king to receive an unexpected reward for his triumphs.

    The king places a leash in his hand and offers him a single night with his most prized possession, the omega concubine known as Jane.

    Ilya has no interest in palace pleasures, and even less interest in touching something that clearly belongs to the king. But Jane is nothing like the obedient pet the court whispers about—sharp-tongued, manipulative, and very aware of the effect he has on people. Worse, he has been watching Ilya for a long time… and he very much wants him.

    And Jane has plans.

    After all, if Sir Ilya Rozanov is going to ruin him…
    He might as well keep him.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to make enough money to survive as a master's student at Harvard.

    Ilya Rozanov is a star center in the NHL, and wants to find something to relieve stress. He stumbles across a Camboy profile of a beautiful man with the cutest freckles.

    They are on a collision course that will change both of their lives forever.

    (The Camboy AU that no one asked for, but I'm writing it anyway.)

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.

    So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.

    He opens the door.

    Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.

    “Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”

    “Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”

    “Who did this to you.”

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    18 Mar 2026

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    "Did I pass the test?" Ilya said, trying to hide the flair of annoyance that sparked deep within his chest. He couldn’t help it. She was making him feel like he was on trial. "I am trying not to take offense to this, but when have I ever been at risk for leaking confidential details? Contract or not." Svetlana just hmmm’d to herself.

    "The client insisted on the contract, my hands were tied. In order to read the brief, you had to sign. I'm sorry. You have my implicit trust, Ilyusha. I hope you know."

    "The client insisted? Please, put me out of my misery. Who is this client?"

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    Shane gets viciously outed, and seeks confidential, professional Dominant services to cope with the fallout.

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    18 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3927

    Mystery Work

    Part of Private Works
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    18 Mar 2026

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